He moves in just a little too quickly, and I press my handagainst his hip. “Wait, wait.”
He settles, gazing down at me, his eyes wide. He strokes a handup and down my torso, petting my body like he wants to set me at ease. “Sorry,”he says. “I just want it to feel good. I want you to feel so good.”
His words relax me enough that I feel more comfortable. I griponto his hip and tug for him to push deeper in. He does, being cautious,watching my expression to make sure he isn’t moving too quickly.
A rush of energy sweeping through me lets me know he’s hit myprostate. Goosebumps follow the sensation, pricking across my flesh as heoffers another thrust that electrifies my body.
“Take me, Jay. Own my body. Make me yours.”
He accepts the invitation and pushes. His face is serious as heworks like he would at the factory…his attention fixed on the task at hand.
He leans down and kisses me, each kiss wetter than the last. Histongue greets mine and our kisses become more frenzied and passionate as Idelight in the sensations he fills my body with.
I need him to keep me in this moment. I need to seize it so thatit never leaves and that nothing in either of our pasts can catch up with us.We just have to fuck until we both can escape all the demons that hound us.
Being with him between these sheets, I feel so vulnerable andsafe at the same time. I spend so much of my day grasping for sanity. Reachingfor this impossible dream of lucid thought. But in this moment, I can breathe andfeel without any of the distractions.
And it’s all because of Jay.
He grabs hold of my hair and yanks, pulling my head back,breaking our kiss. He breathes against my face as he continues to take me.
“I love it,” I say, feeling liberated by how he’s claiming mybody.
“I want to make you come so hard,” he says. “I want you toforget everything as I make you spooge all over yourself.”
“Make me,” I plead.
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Each thrust provides a sweet sensation as his hole massages mycock. I wrap my arms around his thighs and bury my dick inside him, offeringhim the sort of fuck he wants right now. The sort of fuck he needs tonight. Hekicks his head back and moans.
He sets his hand on my shoulder. “Fuck me just like that, Jay.”
I look down at his cock, which he’s just grabbed hold of. Hestrokes it as a long stream of pre-come oozes out of the head. Knowing howturned on he is only makes me even harder.
“God, you’re hard tonight, Jay,” he says.
I lift his left leg, twisting his body to the side slightly as Ipull his thigh flat against my body. “Oh, this ass is all mine,” I say,squeezing his ass cheek, which is clenched tight.
I work up a sweat, building into my rhythm. His cock continuesspewing, dripping down his belly, onto the sheets. His mouth hangs open as he criesout, and I can’t fight the impulse to shove my fingers in there. I feel aroundwhile he licks eagerly.
He looks at me, and I can tell that he’s not seeing through melike he has been these past few days. He’s looking right at me. Right into me.
He’s lost in this moment and so am I.
This is what we needed. This escape. This freedom.
And I’m just pleased that I can be here to give it to him, evenif it’s as brief as this fuck.
“Flip over,” I say, guiding him onto his knee and lifting his rightleg by his thigh, holding him up as I fuck him from behind. He grips onto theheadboard with both hands as I take him.
I’ve never been this bold with his body before. I’ve never takencommand because I didn’t want him to feel self-conscious, but he doesn’tresist, and I’m glad because this position feels even better, and I can tell bythe way he starts calling out that it must feel pretty damn good to him too.
“You’re gonna make me come like this, you fucking bastard,” hesays.
I push in harder and harder because I want him to spew his loadand enjoy a sweet-as-fuck orgasm. I lean down and kiss behind his ear as Icontinue penetrating him. I work even harder, encouraged by the way he callsout. Sweat drips off my forehead and slides down his back, into the chiseledgrooves between his muscles—the ones that make me wish I had his fucking build.
