Shiloh nodded rapidly, blushing at how easily Levi had turned him into this whiny, needy thing.
“I want to hear you say it,” Levi said, kissing the words into the skin on Shiloh’s jaw. “Tell me you need more.”
“I need more,” he said, hating how choked up he sounded.
“Say please,” Levi taunted, though not unkindly.
“Please?” Shiloh said, voice catching on a sob.
“You listen so well,” Levi praised. Shiloh’s face burned. He tucked it against Levi’s neck, hoping he couldn’t see the way heaffected him. But, of course, he did. “You don’t have to be shy about it. It’s so fucking sexy.You’reso fucking sexy. So perfect.”
To Shiloh’s horror, tears pricked at his eyes, overwhelmed from the weight of Levi’s words. He tried to blink them away before Levi noticed.
Levi let him stay hidden, pressing kisses to Shiloh’s hair like he was a child he was putting to bed. His words were not nearly as innocent. “God, I really want to take my time with you,” Levi said, coaxing Shiloh out from his hiding spot to kiss his temple, the bruise around his eye, the one on his cheek. “Take you apart all night.”
Shiloh wanted that, too. But they didn’t have all night. He couldn’t stay, no matter how much he wanted to, no matter how good this felt, or how sweet Levi appeared. He had to go back. Not that he would tell Levi that. He’d try to stop him and Shiloh couldn’t afford to be distracted. He needed to help Malachi.
Levi brushed Shiloh’s curls from his forehead as he studied him, his desire morphing into concern once more as he took in Shiloh’s unshed tears. “Hey? Are you okay? Did I do something? Say something? Am I making you uncomfortable?”
Shiloh shook his head frantically. “I’m good. Fine,” he lied, forcing himself to smile.
Levi smiled in return and Shiloh was certain his heart stopped. Broody, sulking Levi was sexy, but smiley, happy Levi was breathtaking. He couldn’t handle how beautiful he was.
He curled his hand around Levi’s neck, tugging him back down, fitting their mouths together once more. Shiloh let himself absorb the feel of him, his blood humming in his veins.
When Levi’s weight disappeared, Shiloh made a sad sound, earning a soft laugh. But Levi wasn’t leaving. He sat up, forcing Shiloh to drop his legs back to the mattress. He kneeled between Shiloh’s parted thighs, his gaze raking over Shiloh’s naked torso in a way that made him feel wanted. It made him feel owned.
Levi ran his hands up Shiloh’s thighs, then gripped his waist, the heat of his skin bleeding through the fabric of Shiloh’s now too tight jeans.
Levi’s gaze held him hostage as he slowly slid his fingers up Shiloh’s belly to his chest, then leaned down to press open-mouthed kisses to each bruise he encountered.
Shiloh felt like he had a piano on his chest. This felt so heavy, like it meant more than it did.It’s just sex. It’s only sex. People do it every fucking day. With strangers, even.
He whined when Levi folded over him, scraping his perfect teeth over one taut nipple, then teased it with his tongue.
Oh, God.
“I love your noises,” Levi said, sucking the sensitive peak, Shiloh’s cock twitching with each pull from his lips.
“I don’t make noises,” Shiloh muttered, then bit back a moan as Levi’s thumbnail started tormenting his other nipple.
Levi pulled back to give him a smug look, then made enough room for him to drop his hand, tracing the ridge of Shiloh’s cock with his thumb. Shiloh's breath caught, eyes going wide. Levi palmed him, pressing the heel of his hand against his zipper. rubbing with purpose. Shiloh’s eyes rolled, lips parting as a desperate moan fell from his tongue.
“No noises, huh?” he teased, but there was no malice, only a strange sense of intimacy. Of familiarity.
He stared down at Shiloh like he was a piece of art or a book to be studied, so Shiloh took the opportunity to study him back. Shiloh felt a little better when he noted Levi looked a little wrecked, too, his cheeks flushed, eyes shiny, lips swollen and kiss bitten.
He held Shiloh’s gaze as he squeezed his cock through the fabric, lips parting when Shiloh cried out, his hips canting off the bed. “Please…” he sobbed.
“Fuck, yeah, just like that,” Levi said, blanketing Shiloh to capture his mouth in a filthy kiss.
Shiloh let it happen, let Levi take what he wanted, another needy sound escaping when he fit their bodies together once more. This time, there was really no ignoring the hard length of Levi’s cock resting against Shiloh’s hip. Fuck. He felt really big. Not freakishly huge, but definitely way bigger than the two people Shiloh had been with so long ago.
“I want to fuck you. Can I?” Levi asked against his lips, almost like he could read his mind.
“I—” Shiloh started then stopped, flushing.
Yes. Yes. Yes. Just say yes.