CHAPTER 14
sawyer
Major yanked open his door, then drew back in surprise. “Oh. Sawyer,” he said, his eyes searching behind me.
“Were you expecting someone else?” I asked, noting his sloppily tied robe.
“No,” he said, obviously lying through his teeth.
“I’ll come back.” I turned to leave. I’d fucked Hendrix last night; I couldn’t deal with whatever was going on with Major, too.
He reached out, stopping me. “Is there a stain on your shirt? And are your shorts…wrinkled?”
“Shut up,” I said, backing down the steps.
“Oh, don’t get fussy now,” he said. “Just… come in.”
I hesitated, then reversed course and entered his house, calmed, as always, by his interior design. “Where’s Leo?”
“Where do you think?”
“Somewhere in the Central Texas Hill Country at a horse ranch?”
“Yep.”
“Awesome,” I said, slouching on his comfy sofa.
“So. What’s going on here?” He retied his robe and sat across from me.
“I fucked Hendrix.”
“Oh, shit,” he said, his mouth a surprised O. “Is that a good thing or a bad thing?”
I let out a long breath. “I don’t know. At this moment, he’s asleep in my bed because we ruined his sheets. Make of that what you will.”
His warm chuckle pissed me off. “It sounds like a good thing to me,” he said, “but you look like you’ve just murdered somebody’s cat.”
“I am so fucked.” I buried my face in my hands. “So,sofucked.”
“Why?”
I thought on it for a while, then gave him the only answer I could come up with. “You know how sometimes you thinkI’ll just fuck ’im and get it out of my system?”
His shoulders dropped, and he gave me the saddest nod. “I definitely do. And I also happen to know it never works. Ever.”
“No shit. And now I’m being rogered by that.”
“Was it that bad?”
“No. It was amazing. He let me fuck him without a condom.”
Major’s jaw dropped all over again. “You fucked himraw?”
“He says he uses condoms every time and that he’s on PrEP and gets tested regularly. I do the same, so…” I let my head drop back.
“Sawyer, this is not like you.”
“Iknow. And it was such a mistake.”
