He began to stroke in and out of my mouth at a hammering pace, and I tried to relax my throat as much as possible. I could see him unraveling as he looked down at me, making it impossible to break his gaze. The need and affection I saw there was an intoxicating mix, and my entire body felt like it was on fire in response. I moved my fingers down my body to cup my breasts, wishing I had more access to relieve myself of the frustration building within me.
“Look at you taking all of me,” Kolvar said in a rough voice. “Go ahead and pull up that dress, darling. I want you to touch yourself while I fuck this pretty mouth.”
I moaned as I listened to him, continuing to let him use my mouth as I pulled up my skirt. My free hand slipped underneath my soaked panties. I whimpered at how wet I was, and he groaned at whatever expression crossed my face when I circled my clit.
Something about the sight caused him to pump in and out of my throat even faster, his chaotic pace only interrupted when he would stop and hold himself at the back of my throat. Each time nearly made me come, and I found myself wishing that he was buried inside of my pussy instead of my mouth. With a throaty moan, I increased the pressure and pace on my clit, matching his thrusts as I struggled to hang on.
“Fuck, I can smell how wet you are. You’re going to come, aren’t you?”
I tried to nod as he groaned. “I am also, darling. I want you to come with me. I want my cum to coat your insides, and I want to watch your throat bob as you swallow it down. I want to see your body shaking with pleasure. I want to watch your pleasure rolling through you as your body shatters.”
His words were exactly what I needed to push me over the precipice. I saw stars as my body jerked, and Kolvar groaned, burying himself fully in my mouth as he spilled down my throat just as he promised. Holy shit.
As I began to come down from my climax—I realized we weren’t alone.Elijah and Dakath.
Kolvar let out a low rumble, pulling out from my mouth before gently lifting me up, not bothering to fix himself first. I straightened my dress and looked toward the two men, feeling only slightly awkward about them walking in on us…until I saw their expressions.
Were they upset about what they’d just seen? Surely they weren’t. I’d had private, intimate moments with each of them.
No, this had to be something else, and I wasn’t sure I wanted to know.
Chapter Fifteen
Dakath
Shit.How was I supposed to do this?
My brain barely had a moment to process the scene we’d walked in on as we stood there, watching, completely stuck on the pressing task at hand. Stuck on the betrayal I knew would surge through our girl once she heard what I had to say.
If we hadn’t come bearing news that, without a doubt, would upset her, I would have suggested we continue the fun they’d started together. I wasn’t sure how Elijah felt about group time, but I couldn’t think of anything sexier than seeing the unadulterated pleasure she glowed with while being shared. I knew first hand from watching her fuck Kolvar for the first time. While having her to myself last night had been unexpected and thoroughly enjoyable, I couldn’t deny that I wanted to start trying new things as a group. But only if she felt comfortable with it, of course.
Who knew if that would be in the cards for any of us after this, though.
Elijah and I had discussed on the way to Ky’s room the best tactic for breaking the news to her, but now I was really fucking regretting offering to be the one to tell her. But as Kyella stared up at me with those glowing gold eyes and parted lips, the bridge of her nose crinkled in what would have been an adorable look if it wasn’t attached to her unsettled state…It was clear she could tell from the energy we carried that this wouldn’t be something she enjoyed.
My stomach churned with the uncertainty of how to word this delicately enough for her to not be hurt or angry. As I stood there, fumbling for the words, I suddenly realized that there was no way to soften it.
“Ky…” I started, taking a step forward toward her as Kolvar situated himself finally.
Shaking her head and holding up her hands, I halted as she said, “Just spit it out. Please. Whatever it is.”
I was thankful that she seemed to understand that this was something that needed to just be thrown out there. Because if I tried to coddle her with this, it would only further upset her. I knew Ky loved when we doted on her and showered her with our protectiveness and affection, but I also knew she was an independent woman who wouldn’t take well to being told what to do. Trying to soften the message or treat her with fragility would be perceived by her as an insult to everything she’s endured and conquered.
Kolvar’s arms crossed in front of his chest as his eyes bounced questioningly between Elijah and me. He was probably wondering what could have possibly happened during such a short period of us training the new recruits. Truth be told, I was still cursing Myrin’s name in my head for bringing this problem into the equation.
Did she really think we wouldn’t bring up what was said to our girl? She had to know we would. Was that part of her plan? Get us to relay the news so she didn’t have to do it herself? I wouldn’t ever think of Myrin as manipulative or controlling, but her decisionwasone that shocked Elijah and I to our core.
We wouldn’t keep secrets from each other, even if it meant that someone could be hurt by the truth. We were a family, and we were going to get through each day together, even if it wasn’t a happy one.
Gritting my teeth, I took a deep breath and looked Ky in the eyes. Without preamble, I said, “Myrin doesn’t want you to be a part of the attack on the Thaician Empire.”
Shock flitted across her eyes as her mouth opened and closed repeatedly, struggling to understand. “I…uhm…” she muttered, reaching up with her hand to rub her forehead before brushing back her hair and sighing deeply.
Elijah didn’t meet my eyes when I glanced at him, his focus completely on Ky. Part of me expected him to butt in and take over the conversation, so I found myself surprised to see him keeping his composure and not babying her.
Turning back around, Kolvar caught my focus and mouthed, “What the fuck?”
Shrugging my shoulders, my lips thinned in answer as Kyella seemed to come out of her stupor.
