Page 64 of Mommy Darkest


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Fucking hell, she’s precious. Leaning down, I rub my nose against hers, and her giggles fill the air. “Everything at the park is the safest it can possibly be. But if you don’t want to do the slides, you don’t have to.”

Her expression sobers as her eyes seem to search my face for something. “Do you want me to go on the slides, Mommy?”

Again, I’m hit with the certainty that there’s a bigger question beneath what she’s actually asking me, but I’ll be damned if I can figure out what it is. “I want you to have fun, baby. Whatever that looks like for you.”

“Okay.”

She remains oddly quiet as I switch out her wet diaper for a clean one made especially for swimming. When she’s nice and fresh, I take her to the closet. “Mommy has a surprise for you. I ordered this bathing suit just for my babygirl.”

Nudging her down onto the bench in the middle of the closet, I pull open her top drawer and pull out the black-and-white polka-dot bikini, holding it up for her to see.

For a moment, Alexis simply stares at the scraps of material in my hand. “You want me to wearthat?”

“Dubious” doesn’t even begin to describe the expression on my Little girl’s face. I had a feeling when I ordered the suit that I would run into some resistance, but the moment I spotted the black halter-style top and the ruffled bottoms, I knew I had to have it for my babygirl. It has the retro style she loves, while giving me the benefit of being able to see all of my babygirl’s curves on full display.

“Yes,” I reply simply, setting the top aside and holding out the bottoms for her to step into. But again she just stares, and excitement beats at my chest as I wonder if she’s finally going to push back about something. One way or another, she’s going to wear the suit, but I won’t be upset if I have to spank her into compliance first.

“But it’s so…tiny.”

It certainly is, which is the appeal as far as I’m concerned. Not only do I get to watch her strut around in next to nothing all day, but I’m hoping the exposure therapy, such as it is, might help with some of her self-esteem issues.

She looks so torn, as if she wants to argue but doesn’t at the same time, and sympathy stirs in my chest. “You’re going to look adorable, Alexis. Do you trust Mommy?”

Those seem to be the magic words. The tension seems to drain from her shoulders as she nods. “I trust you, Mommy.”

“That’s my good girl. Come on, let’s get you into this suit so we can go have the best day ever!”

Alexis hesitates just long enough to drag in a deep breath before stepping into the bathing suit bottoms. Once they’re pulled up over her thick diaper, I grab the matching top and tie it around her ample breasts.

The effect is breathtakingly adorable. Most of her round tummy is left bare by the suit, and the ruffles covering her bottom are quite possibly the cutest fucking thing I’ve ever seen.

A matching black-and-white polka-dot hairbow tops off the ensemble and I stand back to admire my work, beaming at my Little girl. “Don’t you just lookdarling.”

Turning toward the mirror, she shifts this way and that, pausing to take in her ruffle-covered diaper with a giggle. “I guess I do look kinda cute.”

“Adorable. And you wanna know a secret?”

“What?”

I pull a one-piece suit from the shelf where I hid it the night before in preparation for this moment. “Mommy has a matching suit. We get to be twins!”

Mine is a much more grown-up version of her suit, of course, but my babygirl’s eyes light up all the same as she jumps up and down, squealing with delight. “Put it on, put it on, I wanna see!”

Laughing at her exuberance, I shuck off my dress and step into the retro-style suit, pulling it up and tying it around my neck before striking a pose. “Ta-da!”

“Oh.” The response comes out on a rush of breath as her eyes go wide. “God, you’re so beautiful. Like a goddess or something. I don’t even know what you see in me.”

My chest aches, hearing her words, and not for the first time I wish I could rip apart every single person who’s ever made her doubt how beautiful she is. “I see everything in you, little one. I see a strong, smart woman who challenges me every step of theway. I see a sweet Little girl who lights up at the smallest things. I see the most gorgeous fucking creature on Earth. And she’s allmine.”

Sliding my hand into her curls, I make a fist, pulling her head back as I press my lips to hers. Hungry, demanding, I take everything she gives as she surrenders to me with a whimper, her mouth opening for me.

“You are my perfect Little girl, Alexis,” I murmur against her lips. “The next time I hear you doubting that, doubtingme, we’re going to have a reckoning. Understood?”

“Y-yes, Mommy,” she whispers, her eyes glassy with unmet need.

So delicious. “Is your pussy wet for me, baby? Do you want Mommy to make you feel good before we go?”

“God, yes. Please, Mommy.”