They writhed together on the bed and managed to get each other out of their shirts and pants. Jackson had a bit of stubble on his chin that would leave a red burn on Park’s face, but it was hard for Park to care about that when he had Jackson in his arms, down to hisunderwear now.
“God, I want you,” Park said.
“You have me. Let me have you.”
“Yes.” Park’s voice was not much more than a whisper and it was hard to speak when he was this turned on, his body tingling everywhere, sweat pouring off his skin, his cock hard and pressing against Jackson’s. He curled his hand behind Jackson’s neck and craned his head to whisper in Jackson’s ear, “Yes.”
“Okay. Hang on a sec.” Jackson hopped out of bed. He wore only briefs and a pair of black socks still pulled up midshin. He toed those off as he fished around in his briefcase. He pulled something out and tossed it toward Park; a box of condoms landed on the bed, near Park’s head.
Park stared at the box while Jackson continued to fish around in his bag. The box seemed...foreign. Park andJackson had been each other’s firsts and they were together for eight years, completely faithful to each other, so they hadn’t really used condoms much at all. Park understood the need for them now, but he didn’t like the idea of them. The first time he’d had sex with someone not Jackson, it had been jarring to have to pause the proceedings for his partner to put a condom on. Park hated them, frankly;he hated how the latex felt, hated how it smelled, hated having to take the time to dispose of them after the fact. And he wasn’t even usually the one who had to wear one.
Jackson walked back to the bed, completely naked now, his hard cock jutting out from his body and looking delicious. As if it were beckoning Park. He also had a bottle of lube in his hand, and that was the important partof this equation.
“Hey, Jack?”
“Second thoughts?” Jackson paused at the edge of the bed.
“No, not at all. Just...do you have anything that would require you to wear a condom?”
Jackson tilted his head.
So Park clarified, “See, I got tested recently and I’m okay. I haven’t been with anyone in...months. God, almost a year, I think. So, you know, I’m good to go, if you don’t wantto...but if you do, that’s okay, too, just...”
Jackson huffed out a laugh and sat on the edge of the bed. “Last person I slept with was a guy I was dating monogamously.”
Park hated the idea of Jackson being in a relationship, but he understood what Jackson was telling him. “Do you trust me?”
“Yes. Doyoutrustme?”
“Absolutely. Come here.”
Jackson crawled back into Park’s arms,where he belonged. Jackson said softly, “I felt weird buying them to be with you.”
“I’m not going to pretend we’ve been saving ourselves for each other, because I haven’t and I know you haven’t, either, but it’s stillus, you know?”
“Yeah. I do know.”
Jackson pushed the box of condoms off the bed.
Park made a mental note to hide those later so the maid wouldn’t find them.
But then Jackson hovered above him, between his legs, and he nibbled on Park’s jaw, on his neck, biting right in the spot he knew drove Park crazy. Park pushed Jackson away enough to slide off his own underwear and spread his legs to show Jackson what he wanted.
In some ways this was like every other time they’d been together, and in some ways it was completely different. They’d learned howto do this after hours of experimenting and researching on each other to learn what felt good. Jackson pressed his face against the space where Park’s thigh met his hip, and he sucked on Park’s balls as he slid a finger inside Park, and he knew just how to lick and suck Park’s cock to keep him aroused through the initial pain of being penetrated. This was familiar territory in a lot of ways.
Except it wasn’t. They hadn’t been together in over five years. They’d learned other things in the meantime. Whatever witchcraft Jackson did with his tongue near the tip of Park’s cock was new, as was the twisting motion he made with his fingers in Park’s hole, and the sound that escaped Park’s throat as he writhed against Jackson’s hands and mouth was wholly new, too.
“God, that’s good.”Park grabbed at Jackson’s hair.
“Yeah?”
Jackson pulled away suddenly, but then he resettled his weight on the bed so that they were close to a sixty-nine. Jackson’s flagging erection hung near Park’s face, close enough to touch and taste. “Suck me,” Jackson ordered.
He didn’t need to ask twice. Park reached over and cupped Jackson’s balls. Then he opened his mouth and took Jacksoninside, sucking and tasting and trying to determine if this was the same, if Jackson’s skin had the same taste, if it felt the same to have this cock in his mouth. He had to relearn what to do, it seemed like, but Jackson got hard again and started grinding his hips against Park’s face, so Park must have done something right.
Suddenly, Jackson disappeared again. He twisted around on the beduntil his chest hovered above Park’s and his face was close enough to kiss. “I want inside your body,” Jackson whispered, his voice soft and pleading.
“Yes.” God, Park wanted that, too, wanted to be as close to Jackson as possible.
