I push up on my elbows and start thrusting, a slow and steady rhythm, feeling her gradually open up for me.
I lift one of her thighs, angling her hips just how I want, and thrust deep.
Her lips part in surprise, then desire overtakes her. She whispers, “More, please,” and I lose the last shred of rationality.
I pound into her, faster, her body gripping me every time I pull out like she’s trying to hold me inside. I fuck her hard, mesmerized by her expression and the way she feels, but also with the way I`m feeling.
Right now, Lilly controls every cell in my body, every pulse of blood, every thought.
It’s like being shattered into sparks and rebuilt with each thrust inside her.
She moans my name, writhing beneath me, nails digging into my arms. I grab her ass and fuck her hard, the sound of our bodies slapping filling the room.
She lets out a wild, feral cry when I hit her clit, and her pussy starts pulsing around me, orgasm ripping through her.
I’m nowhere near done, and I want her on all fours so bad, but I know it would hurt her the first time, so I lay her on her side and slip in from behind, lifting her leg.
In this position, I can go deep without hurting her. I hook her thigh over my forearm and start pumping. It’s soft at first but quickly becomes nearly brutal.
I turn her face and kiss her, thrusting my tongue into her mouth just as deep as my cock fucks her.
She moans, pushing her body back into mine, desperate for more.
I spread her lips with two fingers and rub her clit, my balls slapping her ass with every thrust.
“I’m going to come inside you one day, Lillyana. I’m going to flood your pussy with my cum and fill you to the brim.”
She bites my mouth in a wild, feral answer, and comes hard around my fingers. Her complete surrender makes me explode into the condom, filling it so full I worry it won’t hold.
I pull out, and she whines in protest.
“Shhhh . . .I’ll be right back, baby.”
I toss the condom in the trash and, after cleaning my dick with a warm towel, I lie down and pull her on top of me.
Lilly is limp, completely at my mercy, and I run my fingers along her shoulders and back as I try to process what just happened.
Fucking her wasn’t even close to anything I’ve ever experienced before, and now all I know is that I want more.
“I want you to start taking the pill.” I try to ground myself in the practical aspects of our relationship, even though there’s not a drop of rationality left in me right now.
“I already take it. I might need to switch to a stronger dose, though—mine’s mostly to regulate my period. But I’ll only sleep with you without a condom if you get tested.”
“I always get tested, like I told you. But I’ll do a full panel again.” For the first time in a long while, I regret the number of partners I’ve had. If not for that, I could be inside her bare right now.
“So this doesn’t mean it was just for today?”
“I never said it was just today. I just didn’t want us to think in terms of a future.”
She curls up against me and then tries to pull away, but I lock my arms around her.
“You’d rather I lie to you?” I ask, lifting her chin, but she closes her eyes. “Answer me, Lilly.”
“No, I wouldn’t. But don’t send me mixed signals.”
“Look at me.”
She does, and something strange spreads through my chest when I see the complete lack of emotion in her eyes. It’s like she was already expecting me to hurt her. Like she’d braced for it.
