Lost in Her

When I was a little boy, I had already accepted that I wasn’t going to be a good man, a righteous man.
Until I was saved. He took me in, taught me.
Made me his second.
The world is not at all what I thought. It isn’t black and white
It is morally grey.
I never thought my heart would beat for more than myself, then I saw her.
Everything has changed.
This girl has come into my life, and even though she didn’t ask me to, I have to save her.
She is the reason my heart is beating again.
I am forever lost in her, and I will die if it means she is free.