Page 22 of Senescence (Inferno World)

It was time for me to get cleaned up and prove to Luke that no one on Earth could ever love him as I would, and that included future children. It would be him and me until the end of time. Whatever he wanted physically, emotionally, and mentally, he could take from me, and hopefully, one day he would make me his Lucy Marie Greene forever.

One year later

Two months pregnant

Dear Baby Pater #2,

Pater said I should write you letters like I used to do your brother. I don’t see the point since I have every intention of getting rid of you as soon as you’re born. Maybe if you’re a boy, I’ll keep you around when your Daddy is too busy for me. I can teach you how to love your Momma right. But if you’re a girl, I definitely can’t let you live. He’ll most certainly love you more than he loves me, and I just can’t allow that to happen. I’m his number one. I’ll always be his number one.

I wish your Daddy would just let me love him like I want to though. Every day he keeps me locked up in this God forsaken room writing letters to you. He says I can’t be trusted to leave the house, and in some aspects, I guess he’s right, but I also can’t ever leave this room. He’s got my best interest at heart, but I would love to see the sun again.

If I ever get freedom from these four walls, I will walk to the FreshN’Fast and rip the throat out of the man I called Father for so long. He knew all along he wasn’t my dad, and never told me. For years after your grandma died, I could have been searching for my real father, for Luke Greene, but he held that information from me.

I will never forgive him, and if the opportunity ever arises, I will fuck him with the same gun he fucked me with, but unlike that spineless swine, I WILL pull the trigger and blow him to hell from anus to throat.

Your Daddy said I have anger problems, and maybe I do, but I think they are warranted given the circumstances. I could have provided Pater with so many kids by now if only I would have known who he was. Our time together was shortened because of Bob, and I’ll never forgive him.

It doesn’t matter though, Baby Pater. I’ve found Pater now and no one (especially you), is going to take him from me. He’s my everything, and I am his. Forever and ever. You’re nothing but another blight on this world. But not for long, little one. Not for long.

Love, Your Mommy, Lucy Marie Greene.

P.S. Your brother says hi from the Oubliette.