“My whole life, I felt…invisible. I was always alone, waiting for someone to see me, waiting for my dad to come home and see me. That got even worse when my dad married Vanessa’s mom. My new sister was perfect in every way. Pretty and popular and stylish…she was everything I wasn’t and her shadow over me just got bigger as we got older. When I came to Penworth University, I thought that would change. I thought this would be my chance to finally shine, to be seen. But…that didn’t happen. It was a new location but I was still that same small, lonely girl.”
I heave in a ragged breath and force myself to keep looking into his encouraging eyes.
“I took a lot of private dance lessons when I was younger and when I saw a flash mob from Masks one day on campus I was awestruck. The dancers were passing out flyers advertising auditions for new dancers. I…I let myself be brave for the first time in my life and auditioned. I could finally be seen as the woman I always wanted to be but even better, I could still hide behind a mask so I wouldn’t get hurt.” My fingers tremble as I cup his face. “I’m so sorry I didn’t tell you, Jude. I was…”
“You were scared.” He finishes for me and I nod. “And Ash?” He asks, causing me to crash my eyes closed and groan before trying to explain.
“He…no one had ever looked at me like that before. Tate might have been my first boyfriend, fake or not but Ash…he was the first man to see me, to want me in that way and it was like a drug. He will never know what he gave me by watching me like that night after night. Then I met you all in real life and I was terrified that he’d hate me. Jude…” My voice chokes, “It was the first time in my life that I felt…worthy.”
“Ah, fuck, doll. Don’t say that. You’re so much more than you give yourself credit for, baby. You’re fucking perfect in every way and now that I see what you’ve been trying to hide from us…you’re even better.”
He pulls my head down so our foreheads meet and I whisper, “You’re not mad at me?”
His lips slide across mine like a promise. “I could never be mad at you. You’re my baby doll. I fucking adore you.” He nips at my bottom lip and then smirks. “But I am going to have to punish you, doll. All this time, I could have been lusting over you in that cage too. You’ll have to make it up to me. Baby, you’re gonna take my cock so deep and hard in your sweet, sweet cunt that every ridge and vein will be branded inside your pussy.”
My core flares hot with heat and I can feel the instant slickness between my legs. It would be so easy to leave it there, let him wash away the guilt of what I’ve kept back from him, them, but now that I’ve opened the door to him, it’s only fair that I tell him the rest. I push against his chest to give myself some space from those dangerous lips of his.
“Jude, wait…there’s more. There’s more that you don’t know about me.”
His fingers dig into my hips and he rolls up to grind the hardness of his cock against my center, making my eyelashes flutter with pleasure.
“No, baby. Listen to me. I want to read every chapter, every page of your story as it unfolds naturally. I don’t want you to be forced to tell me because of some misplaced sense of guilt. You don’t owe me or any of us answers about yourself unless you want to share them with us. I don’t want to pick and choose a page of your story here and there. I want to read your whole fucking book, doll. You tell me when you’re ready and I’ll do the same, alright? And don’t worry about the others, either. It’s up to you when you share yourself, your story, with them.”
And just like that, all my walls, all my shields crash down and I fall completely in love with Jude Dixon so I show him the only way I’m brave enough to. I kiss him like he’s the air I need to breathe. I pull and tug at his t-shirt until he rips it up over his head while I grind down against his hardness. He feels it, feels the urgency, the need in me, and flips me onto my back, stripping my clothes from my body. His sweatpants hit the floor and he gazes down at me with hot intense eyes as he fists that beautiful, thick, pierced cock of his. I want it in my mouth again but I want it inside me even more so I reach for him and pull him down until he's kneeling between my spread legs. I reach down and run two fingers through my slickness and then offer them, glistening with my need, to his mouth. He sucks them off with an animal-like groan and then grabs my knees and pulls my legs even further apart.
“Gonna fuck you bare, baby. I need to feel every fucking inch of this pretty pink pussy.” He runs his engorged head through my folds and I buck my hips up, so ready to have him inside of me. “You’re going to watch, baby. You’re going to watch how well your cunt’s going to take my cock. How it sucks it in and grips it.”
I expect him to thrust into me hard but he surprises and teases me with one inch at a time. Rocking into me slowly, driving me fucking crazy as he stretches me out. Each one of his piercings drags against my tender walls, setting off sensations that have me arching my back and whining for more until he’s finally balls deep in me. My eyes flutter open when he stills inside me and when my eyes meet his, I can see how much of the beast he’s holding back. He bares his teeth at me.
“Mine…this pussy is mine…these tits are mine…every part of you, everything you are, is fucking mine and you better not forget it.”
And then he destroys me. He pulls out, not quite all the way, and then impales me with a powerful thrust. Again and again, getting faster until it’s a steady rhythm and we both have a gleam of sweat covering our bodies. My hips rock up to meet his every thrust and when he slides his hands from my hips to under my ass and lifts me, his cock and those piercings hit a magic place inside of me that has me crying out for him.
“J-Jude! Harder, harder, d-don’t stop!”
He fucks me like he’s going to break me in two and I just beg for more as my channel pulses and squeezes his thickness.
“Say it, doll. Fucking tell me who you belong to!”
My voice comes out raw and broken as the orgasm hits me. “Yours! I’m yours!”
He doesn’t stop fucking me through the waves and it just goes on and on until I can barely breathe. I’m a puddle on the bed when he slides his cock out of me.
“I need to taste your cum, baby. Need your honey cream on my tongue.” He says as he moves down to lick and suck at my throbbing clit, sending me off again.
I’m barely conscious when he pulls back, my juices covering his lips and chin. He flips me like the doll he calls me and orders, “Up! Hands on the headboard.”
I force my shaking limbs to move until I’m gripping the headboard with my back to him and my ass in the air. I turn my head to look over my shoulder at his gleaming body as his muscles ripple and his cock weeps pre cum. His ringed fingers slide down my back, his gaze following them until he gets to my ass and then he…fucking spanks me! My core floods with more wet heat when it clenches hard and I’m shocked that I want him to do it again. I push back into the hand that’s soothing away the sting and he rewards me by spanking my other cheek. I moan with the agony of how fucking good that bit of pain goes with the pleasure that’s rocking through my body.
“That’s my fucking ass, baby doll, and one day soon I’m going to fuck that tight hole of yours while one of my brothers fucks your pussy and your gonna beg us to never stop.”
His chest hits my back, his knees force mine further apart and he winds my hair around his fist and pulls my head back with it to get to my mouth.
“Can you taste how much you want this cock on my lips, baby?”
His mouth crashes against mine and the taste of me just amplifies everything when he lines up and slams back into me. One hand in my hair, the other wrapped tightly around the back of my neck, Jude uses my body, my cunt, like an animal. He ruts into me hard and so fucking deep I feel him in my womb. Everything in me tightens, clamps down, pulses as my wetness slicks my thighs.
“That’s right, baby, come on my cock, soak me with your pleasure. Be my dirty little baby doll and milk my cum from me,” He grunts in my ears and bites down on my neck.
