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I watched her.
She looked rested. Not completely, but enough that the shadows beneath her eyes had faded.
I wanted to touch her. I did not. Not yet.
Talia turned toward me. “So.”
“Yes.”
“You wanted privacy.”
“Yes.”
“And now you’re standing there like you’re about to negotiate a hostage release.”
“I have negotiated hostage releases.”
“That explains some things.”
Her mouth curved, but the smile faded quickly.
Attention replaced it.
She knew this mattered. I gestured toward the sitting area, and she took one end of the couch. I sat at the other rather than across from her. Close enough to speak quietly. Far enough that the remaining distance belonged to her.
For a moment, neither of us said anything.
Then Talia tilted her head. “You’re nervous.”
“No.”
She stared at me.
I reconsidered. “Yes.”
Her expression softened.
That was worse.
I looked toward the credential on the table.
“Before I say anything else, I need you to understand that nothing between us obligates you to me. Not recognition. Not sex. Not survival. Not what I did for you. Or what you did for me.”
Talia grew still.
“And if we choose the bond,” I continued, “it does not erase the choices I made before I learned better.”
“I know.”
“I needed to say it.”
“I know that too.”
I nodded.
That was enough. I had rehearsed longer versions. They had all sounded like arguments. I did not want to argue her into anything.
I looked down at my hands, at the old scars crossing my knuckles and the temporary identification band around my wrist.