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“Addy wrote it in one of her letters.”
Addy.
I close my eyes.
“Mae's sister.”
“Sage called her Aunt Addy.”
“They raised her together?”
“Yes.”
The tears come before I can stop them.
I turn toward the window.
I shouldn't cry.
Not again.
I've cried enough for one lifetime.
Sean doesn't touch me.
I'm grateful.
And some small, foolish part of me wishes he would.
I hate that part.
I don't know this man.
Not really.
The boy I loved is buried somewhere inside him, but eighteen years happened between us.
I had an entire life he never saw.
He had one I know nothing about.
We can't erase that because we found each other in a mine.
“What was her childhood like?”
Sean is quiet for a moment.
“I only know what Sage told us.”
I turn back.
“Tell me.”
“Mae and Addy baked.”
Despite myself, I smile.
“Mae baked?”