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“Fuck, it burns. Should it burn like this?” Noa whines, and Cave pulls back a little. “I didn’t say to stop. Just not sure this is heaven.”

Cave reaches around Noa and puts his hand over his mouth, muffling his words. Noa’s grip on the post tightens, his knuckles turning white.

Slowly Cave moves, shifting his hands to the other man’s hips, and after a few minutes Noa’s body relaxes, and his commentary resumes. “False alarm, I am ascending to heaven.”

As soon as he says that, Cave stops going easy on him, his movements picking up and causing the slapping of skin to echo around us.

Cipher’s cock hardens behind me, and I bend slightly so he understands what I want. When he slips his cock inside me, it’s not the perfect angle, but the sensation, along with watching Cave thrash Noa’s ass, has me trembling.

Cipher reaches around and circles my clit while I ride his cock, and we quietly watch until Noa screams he is coming and Cave’s thrusts turn long and sharp.

Cave comes with a growl, and Noa drops to the ground, yelling between laughter that “Heaven is a place we all need to visit.”

Cave discards the condom beside his post and locks eyes with me. He strides over, takes my hands, and places them on his chest. Cipher grips my hips harder now that Cave is here to support me, and his thrusts get faster. Noa appears beside me, then takes Cave’s place, while Cave moves behind Cipher.

A loud slap echoes around us, and Cipher whimpers.

“Fuck,” Noa says. “Valli, I wish you could see this. Cave is about to put his magical cock into Cipher while he fucks you, and the height difference between you all is like you were made just for this moment.”

I feel the exact moment Cave enters Cipher—his cock swells inside me, and he moans. Then Cipher doesn’t have to move; Cave fucking him pushes him into me. My hands rest against Noa, and his fingers find my pussy. He runs them from my clit down to where Cipher’s cock is, and he pushes a finger inside me.

“You two feel so good together, I wonder how you taste.” Noa removes his finger and slides it into his mouth. “So fucking good.”

Cipher comes, his body shaking hard, then Noa moves me away, positioning me onto all fours on the rough ground before settling in behind me.

When Cave pulls out of Cipher and lays him on his back, pushing his legs up over his shoulders to thrust deep inside him again, Noa changes our positions. He maneuvers us so my head hovers over Cipher’s, and I smile down at him. He leans up and I meet his lips. We kiss as Noa fucks me from behind, our teeth clashing together when we both get thrust in different directions, but we make it work.

My orgasm builds again, and this time as I come, it’s muffled by Cipher wrapping his arm around my head and pulling me in deeper, his body stiffening while he moans into my mouth. Noa declares the last one to come a rotten egg and groans as he tumbles over the edge with us, then his weight rests on my back while he catches his breath.

Cave is last, but Noa makes no further comments about it.

Noa helps me to my feet and finds my clothes, then helps me get dressed before he dresses himself.

“Best chase ever,” Noa declares once we are all dressed and heading back to the house. We are not the only ones out; we pass Kayla and her men once we reach the residential area. Vero and Noa high-five, and we keep walking.

If this is how the rest of my life looks, I will live out my days a happy woman. Once we are back at the house, Cave takes us into the shower one by one and washes us. He makes sure we are clean before we fall into bed and curl up together beneath the covers.

Chapter Eighteen

Cave

I was built from necessity.

I wore a face that was not mine so the real one could survive,

I burned what I loved because it was already gone,

I learned some things do not burn,

I learned some things wait.

I put my hands in the earth, and I began again.

Seth Fairchild does not look like he belongs on the island; he is far too clean-cut. He belongs on the mainland. How he has a past with Nixie is beyond me, but stranger things have happened. I ended up with Valli, and god knows I don’t deserve her.

Seth sat in the lounge across from me for twenty minutes before he relaxed. He holds his notepad and smiles at me, while I wait for the questions I know will come. That is the reason he is here, after all. I have allowed him into my home because I like how I’m feeling now. I don’t miss the anger bubbling beneath the surface every second of every day. It’s still there at times, but nowhere near as often as before.

“You look different,” he says.