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I cleared my throat as I approached, letting him know I was there so I didn’t take him off guard.
His icy stare snapped to me, but he said nothing.
“Hi,” I whispered, wringing my hands in front of me.
With his intense eyes fixed on me, the well-known sensation of wanting to defer to him wrapped around me.
No.
I shook my head rapidly.
His eyebrow arched in question.
“Can’t sleep?”
Smooth.
Again, nothing.
I lifted my hand, squeezing my forearm. “I was hot.”
His gaze flicked to the thermostat.
I lifted my hands. “No. I’m fine now. Just three people in the bed makes it—you know what? You don’t need to hear about that.”
Oh my god, why couldn’t I get it together?
My hand went into my hair, fluffing my bedhead. “Listen, I wanted to talk.”
“You’re talking,” he said, voice low and restrained, back to the Ezra I knew all too well.
“Touché.” I huffed a laugh and glanced out the window. “I mean, about the bond.”
He wasn’t aware, but I caught his shoulders stiffen in his reflection on the glass.
“Not about the guys,” I rushed to say.
I didn’t want him thinking I wanted to give him details about what happened between Cyn, Zeke, and me. What we experienced wasn’t really his business, but he’d felt it.
When Ash and I bonded, they’d told me they knew the moment the connection snapped into place. They’d also known when I’d gotten off—but I couldn’t remember if that was through the magic of the bond or because of how loud I’d been.
I shook off the thought.
“Did you know there’s a way to break an incomplete tether?”
Silence.
“Quinfina once told me about it, but advised against it. But when I was with Rinlora’s mother, she’d explained it.” I wrapped my arms around my waist. “They were going to use the magic to break my connection with you all—which you already know. But I got to thinking… we could use it to sever our tether.” I turned to him.
He’d looked furious in the kitchen, but now he looked downright murderous.
“I mean, not with the others. I wouldn’t do that to them. I love them all.”
His expression didn’t change. In fact, it seemed to grow darker.
I didn’t understand.
“I swear I wanna keep my bonds with them. You don’t have to worry about that.”