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Emery:
Hey now. You’re the one who agreed to this.
If you’re not up for it, just say the word.
Me:
One glass of wine.
Emery:
Okay. Now, we’re talking.
What happens if I accidentally drink two glasses?
Me:
Then there won’t be a lesson.
Emery:
Hardass
I couldn’t help but chuckle as I typed:
Me:
Don’t disrespect the teacher, Emery.
Emery:
Fine
Me:
Anything else?
Emery:
Not at the moment.
What about you? Do you have anything?
There were plenty of things I could say, like ‘Don’t worry. We won’t do anything you’re uncomfortable with’, or ‘You can tell me to stop when you want, and I will.’ But those were things I would say in person, where she could see my face and know I meant every word. I also considered, ‘Don’t start thinking this means something it doesn’t,’ but I’d already hurt her once.
I wasn’t about to do it again.
So, I kept it simple.
Me:
If you change your mind about this, just say the word.
Emery:
Okay
Me: