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"Fine."
I smile.
"Maybe."
We reach the cottage as the sun begins disappearing behind the trees. The damage is worse in daylight. Broken windows. Splintered wood. A front wall that will require more than a little repair. But it is still standing. We are still standing.
Inside, I walk straight to my office. The same room where millions of strangers have told me their secrets. Where I've spent years helping other people find clarity while avoiding my own.
I sit at the desk. Open my computer.
Scheduled posts. Messages. Notifications. The machine that has consumed so much of my life. Then I open a new document. Not an advice column. Not an investigation. Not a report.
A personal record. The truth. For me. For Sayer. For whoever comes after us.
I type:
October 25. Then stop.
My hands hover over the keyboard. Because I remember. Not everything. Not yet. But enough. The hospital room. The fear. The grief.
The desperate promise. And the moment I realized something was wrong.
I was told my baby died. But my baby didn't die. Someone took him. Someone made a decision for me. Someone stole 15 years. And now I know something else. The entity wasn't the beginning. It was the consequence. A shadow created by a wound that never healed.
I type:
His name is Sayer. Not Morrow. Not the name someone else gave him. His name. The one that existed before the world told me I lost him.
A tear slips down my cheek. I don't wipe it away. I let myself feel it. The grief. The anger.
The joy. All of it.
Behind me, I hear footsteps. Rhett.
"You okay?"
I turn.
"Yeah."
This time, I mean it. He steps closer.
"Really?"
I nod.
"Really."
He looks at the computer screen. Then back at me.
"What are you doing?"
"Writing everything down."
"Why?"
Because stories matter. Because truth matters. Because people disappear when nobody remembers them.