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“And you nailed them to a wall.”

“I nail everything to walls. It’s a large part of why I don’t get invited places.” I glance over, and he’s watching me, not the paper, and my stomach does the disloyal little flip it’s been doing since a bathroom at Lux. “Eyes on the work, Kallistratos. The wall’s the main event.”

“The wall’s extraordinary. You, saying ‘nail’ repeatedly, are why I’m not looking at it.” He doesn’t move his eyes off me. “I can admire two things in one room. I’ve told you I have range.”

“You keep advertising this range, but I keep waiting on a single page of evidence.” I turn back before my face commits to anything I’d have to deny under oath. “He’s the best I’ve ever seen, and before you go feeling proud on the bastard’s behalf, that’s not a compliment, that’s the whole problem. I’ve taken apart frauds that made federal agencies pack up and go home, and I’ve never once seen a hand this disciplined. He never runs a trick twice after it works. He never gets greedy in the spot where greed shows up on paper. He built this entire thing on the assumption that one day somebody exactly like me would come for him, and he built it to win that fight.”

“Did he win it?”

“No.” It’s out of me before I’ve finished thinking it, which is how I know it’s the truth. “He built it to beat an accountant who counts the money. He never planned for one who reads the man holding it. The empty middle’s his single mistake, his masterpiece and his mistake in one move, because he believes an absence can’t be seen. An absence can absolutely be seen. It’s got a shape, the shape’s got edges, and edges only come from a particular pair of hands doing the cutting. I can’t see him yet, but I can see the exact size of the hole he climbed out through, and a hole cut that clean got cut by someone trained to cut it.”

He goes quiet, taking the wall in one more time, then turns to me with no charm running anywhere on him, just the man underneath who’s been hunting this longer than I have and bled more into it than I’m cleared to know.

“Can you do it?” he asks. “Knowing he built every inch of this to stop you in particular.”

“He built it to stop half of me.” I hold his eyes, because this is the part I want him to actually keep. “The counting half. He never met the half that reads. And whoever did this learned the trade somewhere, from someone, in a building with a name over the door, because a hand doesn’t learn to vanish this clean on instinct, it gets taught the vanishing. So I quit hunting the man and start hunting the teacher. Find who on this earth could’ve trained a mind to disappear like that, and the list of names goes very short, very fast. Yes. I can do it. It’ll take time, weeks maybe, because I’m building a man back out of the dent he left instead of the prints he dropped. I won’t hand you a date. Only liars hand out dates, and I’d sooner be slow and right than quick and wrong on your dime.”

“Take whatever it needs.” There’s no push behind it, which stops me cold, because every other hour of this job he’s been a man with a clock strapped to his back. “We’re working it from other directions, things I’m keeping off this wall on purpose. Whatever you pull out of that emptiness is going to matter more than you know, so don’t shove it into being wrong for my sake.”

It’s the nearest thing to a blank check anyone’s pressed into my hand, and out of his mouth it lands heavier than a check, it lands like a promise.

“That was nearly heartfelt,” I tell him. “Careful. One more sentence like that and people start to think you respect me.”

“I had you taken out of your bed to get you in this building. I bought you pants before the shops were open. I’ve never once pretended not to respect you, koukla. I only pretend I’m not unbearable about it.” He’s at the door now, one hand on the frame, and he lets his eyes travel down me once, the slow trip he takes when he wants me feeling it on my skin. “The wall stays up. I’m coming back to look at it. And you.”

“Out. Go work your mysterious other directions. The hole and I have a long night ahead, and you’re a distraction with good shoulders.”

“The hole and you, a long night.” He’s already turning for the door. “I’d be jealous, except I know exactly which hole keeps you up nights, koukla, and it isn’t the one on the wall.” He’s laughing as the door closes behind him.

The heat’s up my neck before the door’s even shut, and I’m glad he didn’t stay to mark it. I press the back of my hand to my cheek like that’s ever once cooled anything and call myself names until the flush quits, then the office settles around me and my opened-up body of crimes.

I stand a minute just looking into the center of the wall, thinking about what it takes to turn into nothing, the patience of it, the refusal to want one single thing badly enough to leave a print behind. Kalliopi would’ve loved this wall. She’d have stood right where I’m standing, called it a masterpiece, then sworn on her mother’s grave she’d have the bastard by Friday, grinning, reckless, the same as she went at all of it, the same as she went at the job that put her under. The grief comes up cold and cleaner than a wound, more like a bill with my name printed on it, because she pinned the first threads of this thing but didn’t live to reach the middle of it.

My phone buzzes on the desk.

Blocked number. I almost leave it, because blocked numbers are spam and I’m working, but my hand reaches anyway, the back-office part of me that answers everything, so I open it without a thought, and it’s aimed straight through the center of me.

Stop looking. You’re too good for your own good. Kalliopi was good too, right up until she wasn’t. You remember what they did to her. Walk away while it’s still an option.

The cold that climbs me now isn’t grief, it’s fear, the plain animal kind my brain never recognizes until I’m three steps past the point where recognizing it would’ve helped. I sit down hard because my knees make the call before I do.

I’m still staring at the screen when it buzzes again.

One more line, but this one doesn’t threaten me at all.

Ask Adrianos about his son.

15

Adrianos

She’s been wrong all day, and I’ve spent four hours pretending I haven’t built a file on it.

Elena answers Penelope in single words at lunch, which never happens, because Elena doesn’t own a single word, she owns paragraphs and follows them with footnotes. She leaves a sentence hanging at the printer and doesn’t go back for the rest of it. Twice this afternoon I’ve caught her looking at me, and both times she’s looked away first. By evening she’s in the kitchen with a glass of water in front of her that she hasn’t touched, staring at the marble, and I’ve had enough of waiting.

“You’ve had something sitting on you all day,” I say, crossing to the island. “I want to know what it is.”

“I’m processing.” She doesn’t look up. “Forensic accountants process. It’s basically the whole job description, right after ‘finds things other people miss’ and right before ‘gets shot at occasionally.’“