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Emma stepped directly into Victoria's path, cutting off her retreat. Her brow furrowed as a sudden, aching confusion replaced the anger.
"If you already knew what to do," Emma demanded, her voice shaking, "why didn't you just tell me? Before you walked through that door. Why let me believe you were a monster for months?"
"Because I didn’t know at the time. I didn't have a plan behind that door, Emma," Victoria confessed, her voice fracturing. "I was terrified. I didn't have the money I needed to put a stop to all of this mess I created. I spent the entire flight to New York and the next ten days staring at a wall, trying to figure out a loophole to save the B&B, my shares and you! When I finally realized how to do it... I called Lucy."
"Lucy?"
"And she told me you had just boarded the Eurostar to Paris," Victoria murmured, her voice painfully quiet.
Emma’s breath hitched. She had packed her bags in a haze of grief, desperate to put distance between herself and The Amber House.
"You were finally doing something for yourself," Victoria continued, taking a hesitant step forward. "You spent your whole life putting Joe, the guests, and everyone else first. It was your time. If I had told you the truth—that I was taking out a bridge loan, losing my penthouse, and risking my career and absolute bankruptcy to buy this estate out from under Vance—what would you have done?"
Emma opened her mouth, but the words died. She stared at Victoria, the reality of the sacrifice crashing over her. She knew exactly what she would have done. She would have cancelled her ticket.
"You would have come right back," Victoria said softly, reading her face. "Your stubborn pride wouldn't have let me sacrifice my ‘empire’, as you like to call it. You would have told me to stop."
Emma’s throat tightened, thick with tears. "You lost your penthouse?"
"I lost the apartment, the office, the entire safety net," Victoria admitted, a fierce, unapologetic truth in her dark eyes. "My equity didn't vest until the end of September. To stop Vance from taking the estate right then, I had to invent that miracle buyer—an anonymous shell company willing to pay double the valuation to satisfy Harrison. But I didn't have that kind of liquid cash. I had to sell my penthouse to get the liquidity I needed so I could take out a massive bridge loan, to fund the purchase immediately. I had to play Harrison's game for two excruciating months, smiling in his boardrooms, terrified he would fire me before my shares vested. When they finally did, I liquidated my equity to pay off the credit and I transferred half of the B&B market value to your bank account. I did it behind your back, I told myself I was protecting you. But I was still deciding for you. I really am sorry, Emma."
Emma stared at her, her mind spinning as the massive scale of the deception fell into place. "An anonymous shell company... Wait. How did you hide it from Harrison? What did you name it?"
"Since I couldn't use my own name without Harrison calling the bluff," Victoria explained with a soft, self-deprecating smile, "I named the buyer Betsy Holdings."
Emma blinked, staring at her in complete bewilderment. "You named a Delaware corporate shell company after my truck?"
Victoria huffed out a dry, exasperated breath, crossing her arms. "I just explained a multi-million-pound financial chess game that cost me my penthouse and nearly gave me an ulcer, and that is the single detail you retain, Emma?"
Emma's lips twitched, fighting a sudden, desperate urge to laugh.
"I mean… It has character… and it seems to be unbreakable," Victoria muttered, the tips of her ears turning pink before she forced herself back to the point.
"You let me hate you," Emma whispered, a tear finally spilling over her lashes as the humor dissolved back into a crushing wave of affection.
"It was the hardest thing I have ever done," Victoria swallowed hard, her hands trembling as she pressed them against the marble counter. "I sent you one message. I tried."
There is something you need to know about the sale. It is not what it looks like. I will explain when the time is right.
The memory of that email sitting on her phone screen hit Emma like a physical blow. She remembered standing on a bridge over the Seine, her heart so bruised and furious that she had turned off the phone for the next three days.
"I wanted to tell you so badly," Victoria whispered. "I didn't have a New York empire anymore, Emma. The deed to The Amber House was practically all I had left to my name. And I would burn the rest of it to ash a thousand times over just to stand in this kitchen with you."
“What about your job, Victoria?” Emma asked, the fierce independence in her green eyes melting into genuine, aching confusion.
"I am not going back, Emma," Victoria said softly. "This is my real job."
Emma narrowed her eyes. "What do you mean? What is your real job, Victoria?"
Victoria let out a shaky laugh. She rubbed the back of her neck. "Well, there are no check-outs scheduled for tomorrow. But if you want, I can show you how I fold the towels. I watched a tutorial on the internet. I am getting surprisingly fast at it."
Emma did not smile. "Victoria. Explain."
Victoria dropped her hand. She squared her shoulders. "I resigned, Emma. I realized long before leaving three months ago that I hated every second of my old life. I had wanted to leave since the festival, probably even before that, to be honest. I just did not know how to escape the machine. So I broke it."
Victoria watched Emma’s eyes widen. She saw the realization hitting her.
"You’re probably asking yourself if you have to give back the money. No, the money sitting in your bank account is yours," Victoria insisted softly. "It is the legitimate payout for your half of the property. But the legal paperwork to reinstate you as an equal partner is sitting on the desk in Joe’s study. I want you to have it. I want this to be your home. Our home."