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Me: I passed.
Me: 78. Singh did not destroy me.
I send it before I can make it sound cooler.
For a minute, there’s nothing.
I tell myself that is normal. He’s probably working. Or sleeping. Or living some very serious doctor life that doesn’t involve waiting for updates from wrong-number medical students.
Then my phone buzzes.
D: Good.
One word. Of course.
I should roll my eyes. Instead, I feel it somewhere in my stomach.
Me: I’m too relieved to argue with “good” today.
D: Then don’t.
I smile.
Marco notices because he is unfortunately still nearby. “Is that him?”
I glance up. “Who?”
“Not-Evan.”
“Don’t call him that.”
“So yes.”
I turn away from him. “Go check your own grades.”
“I already did. Mine are upsetting but survivable.”
“Congratulations.”
“Thank you. Now tell your mystery tutor I appreciate him saving me from hearing you spiral for another day.”
“I was not spiraling.”
“You called the brachial plexus a hostile noodle system.”
“That was accurate.”
Marco laughs and walks off toward the vending machines.
I look back at the phone.
Me: I’m taking full credit publicly, by the way.
D: You should.
That makes me pause. It’s such a simple answer. No teasing. No claim on what he did. No little reminder that I needed him.
My throat tightens a little, which is embarrassing, so I swallow it down.