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Isat alone in my study with a glass of scotch, the fire burning low in the hearth.
The house was quiet in the way I preferred. Samantha came in carefully, the way she always did when she had something she thought might disrupt things. Her hands twisted together once before she caught herself and smoothed them down her skirt.
“Richard,” she started, voice soft. “I went to the school meeting today. They’re… concerned about the boys.”
I set the glass down. “Concerned?”
She nodded, choosing her words with care. “They recommended help. Counseling. Evaluations. They think Luke might need a different placement… somewhere that can handle his energy better. And Seth… they said he could benefit from social support. He’s withdrawn, he doesn’t engage with the other children.”
Help. As if strangers knew my sons better than I did.
“Seth isn’t withdrawn,” I said. “He’s selective. He sees the other children for what they are, noise. That’s not a flaw, Samantha. That’s an advantage.”
She sat on the edge of the chair across from me, eyes searching my face. “They said he barely speaks. He watches them as if he’s studying them.”
“Good. Let him study. The world is full of people who talk without thinking. He’ll learn more by watching.”
Samantha leaned forward slightly. “But Richard, he doesn’t play with them. He isolates himself. The teachers worry it’s not healthy.”
“Healthy?” I let out a low chuckle. “They want him soft and compliant, blending into the herd. I won’t have that. Seth sees clearly. He doesn’t need their approval or their games.”
“And Luke…” she pressed.
“Luke is strong,” I cut in. “Undisciplined, yes. But he isn’t broken. Neither of them are. They’re unfinished. That’s all. We shape them.”
“They’re children,” she said quietly.
I smiled. “Exactly. And they’ll be better than most adults ever manage to be.”
She exhaled, a small sound of frustration she tried to hide. “They need help, Richard. Real support. Before things get worse. The school counselor said Luke’s outbursts…”
“The school counselor wasn’t there for half of them,” I interrupted. “And every time something happens, somehow Luke’s the problem. Never the kid who provoked him. Never the teacher who let it escalate until he reacted.”
“That doesn’t mean his reaction is okay.”
“I didn’t say it was. He needs to learn control. What he doesn’t need is a school full of incompetent adults deciding there’s something wrong with him because they can’t handle a difficult kid. They both need discipline. Better teachers who aren’t afraid of real potential. The school wants to treat their strengths as problems. I won’t allow it, Samantha. End of discussion.”
Her eyes lingered on me a moment too long. I let her look. She would see only what I allowed.
Later that afternoon, after the boys had eaten, I decided it was time.
“Get your coats,” I told them. “We’re going hunting. Time for a real lesson.”
Luke’s eyes lit up. “Hunting? For real, Dad? Can I shoot the gun?”
Seth simply nodded, already moving to grab his boots.
“What are we hunting?” he asked softly, eyes fixed on me.
“Deer,” I said, leading them outside. “But it’s more than that. Hunting is about patience. About becoming part of the dark. You move without being noticed. You study your prey. Learn its patterns, its weaknesses. You don’t rush. You wait until the moment is perfect.”
I backed the SUV out of the driveway and drove north along the private access road. The boys sat in the rear seats. Seth looked out the tinted window. Luke moved around in his seat until I told him to stop. The rifle case sat in the custom compartment behind them.
“Tonight isn’t about meat,” I said. “The deer is only the lesson.”
“What kind of lesson?” Seth asked.
“How to find something that doesn’t want to be found. How to watch it for days or weeks until it shows the exact moment it’s weak. How to act in that moment before it can scream, run, or reach anyone who could help it.”