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“I love you so much,” I breathe as I pump faster into her mouth while her legs start shaking. “Jesus, Charlee.”
There are no words powerful enough to describe the hundreds of emotions that surge through my body at the speed of light, illuminating every inch of me until they burst into a beam of white light in my chest.
I have just a few more seconds before I fill her mouth, and there’s no fucking way I’ll allow that to happen. Not when I don’t know her boundaries. Not when I want to feel her around me.
“Can you take me deeper?” I pull back enough for her to give me a pleading “yes,” and I smile, rolling a rosy peak between my fingers. “You’re such a good girl, Charlee. Such a good girl.”
I need her to come, and fast. And judging by the way her clit pulses under the toy, she can’t be far off, so I angle myself lower and nudge my cock into her mouth until it hits the back of her throat.
One.
Two.
Three thrusts.
Charlee takes everything I give her and sucks me until I lose my mind, but I don’t ease the pressure I apply on her, and her legs tense around the vibrator.
“Give it to me,” I grunt, teeth clenched, pushing my orgasm down, down, down.
In a flash, her muscles contract, and her body convulses beneath the brunt of her release that soaks the sheets.
“Oliver!” she cries out when I withdraw from the wet heat of her mouth and her lungs fill with the air I’ve deprived her of in the last few seconds.
“I’m here, I’m right here.” I toss the vibrator somewhere, then lie down next to her and stroke her body until she stops shaking. “God, Charlee, that was the hottest thing I’ve ever done in my life.” I kiss her hair, her cheeks, her mouth. “That was incredible. You were incredible.”
She clasps her hands firmly around my face and guides me away so she can look at me. “I love you so fucking much.”
I laugh and bury my face in the crook of her neck, hiding the happy moisture that dampens the corners of my eyes.
“You’re not walking away this time,” she says low in my ear. “This time, you come inside me.”
I let out a ragged breath against her neck and shake my head as I heave myself above her. “I’m so glad you were able to come before,” I say, chuckling. “Because I’m afraid this won’t be my best performance.”
“I don’t care if you last thirty seconds or thirty minutes. I just want to feel you inside me.”
“Let me get the condom. I’ll be right back.”
I hoist myself up, but she tugs me down, and I have to brace my hands on either side of her so I don’t come crashing down on her.
I chuckle. “Not that the idea of getting you pregnant isn’t tempting, but I’d rather we wait a while so I can enjoy having you all to myself for a bit.”
“Not that I don’t like the thought of carrying your babies one day, but I have an IUD, and I’m clear about everything else. If you are too, then I don’t want anything between you and me. Not anymore.”
I shut down the images of Charlee’s swollen belly. One thing at a time, Oliver.
I actually don’t remember the last time I was with a woman. It’s been so long. Maybe two, three years? It takes time, effort, and willpower to pursue something with a woman who stirs my intellect, and after Charlee . . . Well, it was hard to fill the empty space left by a woman like Charlee. Hard as fuck.
“I’m clear too.” I push her knees apart and settle between her open legs, bringing my tip to her entrance. My hands are shaking, but from lust or trepidation, I’m not sure.
Inch by inch, I push my cock inside her, withdrawing and pushing in again to let her adjust to the thickness of it. I blow out a breath when I sink another inch deeper. Who am I kidding? I need to adjust to her, because she’s gripping me so tightly and I’m already fighting the urgent pressure building in my balls.
Because she feels so good.
Because I’ve imagined this more times than I would ever admit.
Because it’s her.
The thought breaks something in me and snaps the little restraint I had as I rock the last inches in one hard thrust that draws a choked sound from her mouth.
