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“What?”
“He replied to my text about the date with a thumbs-up.”
I glance at her as we follow the curve of the shore. “Is that bad?”
“A thumbs-up ends a conversation. It doesn’t begin a romance.”
“You tell your clients to give people a chance.”
“I’m starting to regret teaching you anything.”
I laugh, and she nudges me with her elbow.
“When’s the date?”
“Tomorrow night.”
“What are you wearing?”
“I was hoping you’d help me choose.” She turns to me with a smile. “You still have that black dress with the thin straps?”
We’ve been borrowing each other’s clothes since we were little girls. We’re both five-seven and wear about the same size, though Chloe always makes my clothes look better than I do. Even now, in black leggings and fitted workout tops, she looks more put together. My hair’s tied in a messy ponytail, while the breeze lifts Chloe’s honey-blonde hair around her shoulders and somehow makes it look even better.
“You can borrow my black dress,” I say. “Or what about the green one with the low back?”
“Green’s your color. It makes me look ill.” She sighs. “I should probably buy some new underwear too.”
“For a dentist you already dislike?”
“I don’t dislike him. I dislike the thumbs-up. And I like to be prepared.”
Chloe is preparing for sex with a man she hasn’t even had dinner with. I can’t remember the last time I had any reason to prepare. My thoughts slip back to Eric and how badly I wanted him before he opened his mouth. But maybe my reaction had less to do with him than I thought. Maybe it has more to do with how long it’s been.
“How long do you think it’s normal to go without sex?” I ask.
Chloe turns to me. “I don’t think there’s a rule.”
“What would you call a long time?”
“A few months, I guess.”
“How many?”
“Three?” Her eyes narrow. “Why?”
“No reason.”
“Rachel. How long has it been?”
I keep my eyes on the sand ahead. “Nine months.”
Chloe stops. Cynthia reaches the end of her leash and looks back at her.
“Nine months?” Chloe says. “You could’ve grown an entire person in that time.”
“Not without sex.”
Her face softens. “Why didn’t you tell me? I could’ve helped.”