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I try for nonchalant.
Me
Sounds like fun
Unknown
Not without you there.
Now I really have no idea how to respond. Fudge. Oreo yowls for food again, interrupting my inner debate. I slip my phone in my pocket and almost trip over Alfred as I walk to fill their bowls. He gives me a look like, “you’re so pathetic,” which is rich coming from a dog who literally shits himself when the mailman rings the buzzer.
The next text comes in as I’m microwaving a heating pad for Alfred’s hip.
Unknown
I’ll be back Friday morning. I can’t wait for our date. I’ll pick you up at seven-thirty.
Me
See you then.
The next morning sucks from the very moment I drag myself out of bed.
After a shower and the world’s fastest ponytail, I’m out the door and on patrol by seven-thirty. The day’s tasks consist of recovering a stolen, slightly chipped, garden gnome, and responding to a call about “suspicious persons” at the library, which turns out to be two teens making out behind the nonfiction stacks. Then I assisted in serving a warrant at a known meth house. Fun.
By the time I get home, I have three new texts from Dawson.
Dawson
How was your day?
I hope it was better than yesterday.
Are you avoiding me?
I’m not sure what motivated me to save his number in my phone under “Sir,” but now I can’t bring myself to change it. I pop a frozen dinner into the microwave and text him back.
Me
It double sucked. At least the meth house bust went smoothly.
Dawson
Are you okay?
Me
I’m fine. I can take care of myself.
Dawson
I know you can. I’m still shaking in my boots from the day you cuffed me.
I can picture him grinning as he types, cocky and knowing, and it weirdly makes me want to throttle him and kiss him at the same time. I throw my uniform in the laundry for dry cleaning, change into leggings and an old volleyball sweatshirt, and crash on the couch with Oreo curled up in my lap while I balance my phone on my leg.
Me
I bet you are.
Dawson
You’re scary when you get all official, Deputy Merrill.
I laugh to myself, mortified at how fast my heart is pounding.
Me
I’m glad you think so.
Dawson
I do.
We continue our text conversations every evening after work. We really talk about nothing important, but I still feel myself falling deeper and deeper under Dawson Hot’s spell.