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He watched himself on the recording at the corner table with his back to the wall, and then already in motion while Marsh’s grievance was still climbing toward his arm.

He knew — the only being in the galaxy who could know — what the recording didn’t show.

He hadn’t seen the attack coming. He’d felt it.

Rage had a pressure signature, close-in, unmistakable even through the last notch when it crested from grievance into intent, and the instant it crested he had been moving, walls or no walls, doctrine or no doctrine, eighteen years of sentencing overruled between one heartbeat and the next by something older than all of it that had assessed the room, located the threat vector, and put his body on it.

Not on the delegation, whose security was his function. Not on the negotiations, whose optics were his charge.

Between a raised tray and a cook.

He filed the report on the fourth attempt, factual to the letter, silent on the half-second, and sat in his grey quarters with the plate — her plate, washed, squared to the desk edge, resident now as if garrisoned — regarding him like a witness he had failed to dismiss.

You moved like a man who’s already lost somebody exactly once.

She had said it gently. That was the unforgivable part. Not as an accusation, not even as an insight delivered for the pleasure of being insightful — she’d said it the way a medic names a wound, then walked away and left him in the service corridor with his walls around his ankles.

Exactly once.

She didn’t know about Senna. She couldn’t.

Falkin would sooner lose a hand than speak of it, and the tribunal records were sealed under house law.

She had simply watched him move, one time, and read eighteen years off the vector, the way she read a room in ninety seconds, the way she’d read the tithe off a flatbread — because that was what she was, under the flour and the cheer.

She was the finest natural intelligence officer he had ever operated against, running a lifelong campaign with no objective he could identify, and he had walked into her area certain the ending was already written.

Three days left on the window.

He was furious.

He spent the night being furious with method, the only way he knew: at Marsh, briefly, the simplest item on the list.

At Hargrove, whose evening feed had already run the footage

DALGURIAN ENFORCER ASSAULTS EARTH WORKER

The restraint recut to open on the fold and omit the tray; at the station, at the bells, at the bread.

And under all of it, where fury kept its foundations, at himself — not for the half-second, which no discipline in the galaxy would have held, but for what the half-second proved.

The wall had not been breached. Nothing had gotten in.

His own body had delivered the finding he’d evaded for a month: what the wall was built to keep out had been inside, alive, intact, unsentenced.

He had not protected her because she got his name wrong. He had protected her because somewhere between a cinnamon roll and a card at his door, without one shot fired, she had become the person he protects.

There was a category for that. The category had a ceremony, and an agency, and a radiant pink administrator, and a window that closed in three days, and he had drawn up its refusal before he ever left home.

The morning briefing convened at the third bell in the delegation suite, with Hargrove’s recut running on every Earth channel the station pulled.

DALGURIAN ENFORCER ASSAULTS EARTH WORKER.

The footage opened on the fold — Marsh going down, the wrist-lock, the big blue-grey shape over him — and omitted the tray, the fan formation, the loaded shoulder, and the witness testimony that followed.

It was, Aldric noted professionally, competent work. If he had wanted to manufacture a monster out of a restraint, he’d have cut it exactly there. It was also expensive work. He had read the committee’s filings on the transit, and a regional oversight office did not fund production like this out of its own appropriations. He filed the question beside the docking manifests, two sets of numbers that refused to reconcile.

“Station security has released the full recording,” the admin’s aide was saying, miserably. “It’s not — the full version isn’t traveling. The cut version is traveling. Hargrove’s office has requested the guard’s service record through the oversight committee, which they won’t get, but the request itself is the story: ‘What are they hiding?’”