The low intensity in his voice made her shiver.
“More?”
“More time. More understanding. More...” He broke off as footsteps approached. “More than I can properly express in a card room.”
“Then perhaps,” Emma said carefully, gathering her cards, “tomorrow’s ball will provide better opportunity for expression?”
His eyes darkened.
“I believe that it will. I have something particular in mind, if you’ll permit it.”
Before she could ask what he meant, Lord James and Lady Beatrice returned, full of elaborate apologies for their absence. But Emma caught the knowing look that passed between the brothers - something was definitely being planned for tomorrow night.
As she prepared for bed later, Emma found herself studying the blue mask that Nathaniel had created. Its intricate design seemed to shimmer in the candlelight, promising mystery and revelation all at once.
“It’s beautiful, miss,” Susan said softly, brushing out Emma’s hair. “Though not just for its workmanship.”
“No?”
Emma smiled at her maid in the mirror.
“No. It’s beautiful because of what it means. That he’d spend so much time making something perfect, just to show you that he understands.”
Emma touched the mask gently.
“Understands what?”
“How to balance things proper with things true.” Susan’s hands were gentle as she braided Emma’s hair. “Like you’ve been teaching him all along.”
Emma’s heart squeezed at this simple observation.
Tomorrow’s ball suddenly seemed full of infinite possibility.
*****
In his chamber, Nathaniel stood at the window, turning his silver mask in his hands.
Two weeks.
Had it really been only two weeks since he had arrived at this house party, so certain of his rigid principles, so sure that proper behaviour was the answer to everything?
The man who had arrived at Pelham Hall would never have spent hours crafting masks just to show a lady that he understood her heart.
Would never have valued trust over appearances, joy over rules.
Would never have learned that true propriety came from caring rather than control.
Emma had changed everything.
Not by trying to change him, but by being herself - showing him that one could maintain standards while still embracing life’s deeper pleasures.
That trust meant more than rules, that understanding mattered more than appearance.
His fingers traced the pattern he had worked so carefully into the silver - strength intertwined with delicacy, just as Emma’s spirit had intertwined with his more rigid nature, making both stronger.
Tomorrow he would take the final step in this transformation. Would show her, and all of society, exactly what she meant to him.
His heart quickened at the thought.