Page 103 of Lowering His Guard

“I wouldn’t have offered it to you if I wasn’t sure,” she sasses at me.

I raise an eyebrow. “No sassing.”

“Or what? You’ll gag me. I dare you.” Her eyes twinkle and the specks of gold become more pronounced. I could get lost in those specks.

“Troublemaker,” I mutter as I motion for her to turn around.

She gives me her back. I take a moment to appreciate the view. May’s body is a work of art. She’s muscular, but in a lean, feminine way with slight curves I can’t wait to touch again.

I roll up the bandana before placing it over her mouth and tying it behind her head. “Is it too tight?” She shakes her head. “Can you breathe?” She nods.

“Lie on the bed on your back,” I order.

She hurries to follow my instructions. Fuck I love how she takes orders. You wouldn’t expect the sassy woman who always has an opinion to follow instructions, but she does. And it’s sexy as fuck.

“If you have difficulty breathing or are struggling, tap the bed twice like this.” I tap the bed twice and she nods. “Do it.”

She taps the bed.

“Good girl.”

I grasp the back of my button-down shirt and pull it off along with the t-shirt underneath. Her eyes sharpen on me. I glide a hand down my abs and she wiggles on the bed as she reaches for me.

I stop. “Behave.”

She drops her hands.

“There’s my good girl.”

I continue my path down my body until I reach my pants. I flick the button open and draw the zipper down. May fists her hands as the outline of my cock comes into view. Does she want my cock in her wet, warm mouth?

Later. First, I want to bury myself in her wet heat.

I grab a condom from my back pocket and throw it on the bed next to her hips. The light in her eyes dims for a moment. Does she want me to enter her bare? I nearly lose control of my cock at the thought.

I grit my teeth to get myself under control. Not yet. Once she knows I love her, we’ll give up condoms and start building a family together. I can’t wait to have children I can watch grow up. I missed so much with Jace.

I kick off my shoes before shoving my pants and briefs down my legs. Naked, I crawl onto the bed. May widens her legs to accommodate me.

I soothe a hand along her leg and up her torso until I reach her breast. She immediately arches her back to offer herself to me. It’s an offer I won’t ever refuse.

I knead and massage her breasts until she’s writhing beneath me. Only then do I bend over and latch onto a nipple. I tease her flesh with my teeth and she thrashes on the bed while moaning. My little pint-sized surfer can’t be entirely quiet even while gagged, although her moans are now muffled.

I pause. “Okay?”

She bobs her head and motions for me to continue touching her breasts. I chuckle as I resume teasing her nipple with my mouth and teeth.

I snake a hand down her body until I reach her core. I bypass her clit and go straight to her pussy, where I tease her opening. She’s already wet.

I plunge a finger inside her and she nearly flies off the bed. My gaze finds hers. “Stay still.”

Her eyes widen and she shakes her head. She’s trying to speak, but I can’t make out what she’s saying due to the gag.

“Tap the bed if you need me to stop.”

She waves her hands in the air. My brow wrinkles. What is she doing?

She shakes two fingers at me. She pauses before folding one finger away and making a hole with her free hand. Then, she pokes her finger into the hole.