Page 107 of The Heart You Kept

I swallow the lump in my throat as I watch, then rewatch and then rewatch our interaction. The way he looks at me…the way he steps forward and pins me.

Jeez….

I’m downloading this, I need to watch this on repeat. Forever.

I feel myself getting hot under the collar, I totally should have been his booty call tonight.

What am I…. A fucking nun?

I keep going forward, I want to see where he comes up to me at the end of the night.

I catch sight of him say something to his guards and then they go and stand by the back door.

Wait…huh?

I rewind and then fast-forward. What are they doing?

Then I notice Edward on the bottom square, he’s out in the courtyard out the back that leads to the bathroom.

But….

I frown, confused, and enlarge the screen. There’s a speaker with music playing out here, we run it all night for ambience. I can hear it on the footage, the song is ‘I Did Something Bad’ by Taylor Swift.

He looks up at the camera and smiles darkly. “What is he doing?”

He unzips his suit pants….

My eyes widen.

He spits into his right hand.

Bang, bang, bang, sounds at the front door and I nearly fall off the chair.

The Chinese is here.

Argh!

I pause the video and run to the front door and open it in a rush. “Thank you.” I snatch it from him and slam the door in his face. I run back to the office.

Oh my god. Oh my god.

I hit rewind and watch it in slow motion.

Edward looks up at the camera, smiles darkly, and undoes the zipper of his suit pants. His large erection comes into view and my eyes widen.

He spits into his hand.

Spits.

He begins to pull himself, hard and violent.

His head tips back in ecstasy, his body jerks and moves with every stroke.

My eyes widen as my hand flies over my mouth. “What the ever-loving fuck.”

I have no words.

None.