Page 65 of Full Body Hit, Part 1

Aunix

Please what, honey?

What do you want?

Charlie

I don’t know I just want you inside me so bad I cant take it sometimes

Aunix

I know, baby. I feel the same way. You’re so fucking perfect I don’t know what to do with myself. How the fuck did I find you in this shitty app?

Charlie

How did I find YOU? Because excuse me but I talked to you first

Aunix

Hahaha ok you’re right. Still. I feel like the lucky one

Charlie

No way like I just came so hard my legs don’t work I’m the lucky one

And you take care of me so much

Aunix

Do you know how it makes me feel that you let me take care of you like this? Do you seriously have no idea? Because people normally don’t allow themselves to be this vulnerable. It’s difficult for a lot of people to accept help or good things from others. God knows I struggle with it

I’d been feeling so fucking useless and then you came along and you’re so…brave. So open. I was turning into a grumpy fuck and you changed that

So, no. We might both be lucky, but I’m the one who should be saying thank you

Chase melted into the bed, clutching his phone. His heart felt too big for his chest, pressing on his lungs, breath choppy.

He felt like all he could give his daddy was being a good boy. Following his instructions and hoping to please him.

But it was bigger than that, wasn’t it? For both of them. Aunix was helping Chase feel more secure, and Chase was helping him feel purposeful.

Charlie

I think maybe we both lucked out because you’ve helped me a lot too. It means so much to me to feel like I’m doing good. And that embarrasses me sometimes because it’s like, I’m too old for that? But then you tell me that it helps you too and that makes me feel so much better. So. Maybe we can agree we’re equally lucky we found each other

Aunix

Okay, baby. That’s smart.

Now I know it’s tough but let’s get you cleaned up just a little and under those sheets for a nap, ok?

Charlie

Ok daddy

Chase did what Aunix told him, drinking some water and then cleaning with a hot shower. Surprisingly, it made him feel better, muscles loosening and skin feeling way less sticky, although he had to admit his legs were feeling pretty wobbly by the end of it.

He dried himself off and put on some of the soft pyjamas his daddy had gotten him before getting under the covers, away from the wet spot.