You’re welcome, honey. I know it’s scary, but maybe putting some distance between you and your mom wouldn’t be amiss. It’s one of those skills you have to learn as you grow up, how to say no to your parents, how to put those boundaries up so you can live your own life instead of the one your parents expect
What about your dad? Is he the same?
Charlie
He died when I was little. I don’t remember him super well but sometimes I feel him? Like he’s left this hole in the air I cant see but I keep tripping into and hurting myself with.
Auston had never wanted to hug anybody so desperately in his life.
Aunix
I’m so sorry. I wish I was there to hold you. What do you remember about him?
Charlie
His hugs. He gave the bessssst hugs like so tight it was like he was gonna crunch me in two
Which I know sounds weird but it was really nice
Aunix
Doesn’t sound weird at all. Love a good, tight hug. You’ve got any weighted blankets at home?
Charlie
It’s funny you say that because I used to, it’s at my mom’s house
Aunix
I’ll send you one
Charlie
I can get it myself its ok thank you <3
Aunix
I want to
Charlie
Ok daddy thank you
Thanks for taking care of me always sorry if I kind of ruined your day
Aunix
Charlie, listen to me. I never want you to apologise for letting me know about the things that hurt or worry you, okay? I feel lucky that you trust me that way. When you tell me these things, it makes me feel like I can help in some way
Charlie
Thank you daddy
Do you get along with your family?
Aunix
Yeah. They’re a bunch of nutjobs but I get along with them. They live in another state though. My sister and her wife and kids, and then my parents