“Do you mean it?”
I let out a slow breath. “With my whole heart.”
She makes a sound then, halfway between a laugh and a little choke. “You really are unfairly lovely.”
I grin. “Write that down for me somewhere. I want documentation.”
She sniffs, and I realize she might be crying a little.
That about undoes me.
“You all right?” I ask gently.
“Yeah.” A shaky breath. “No. Maybe. I don’t know. I just… thank you.”
I lean forward, elbows on my knees, and look out into the dark as if it can somehow carry me home faster.
“I’m also thinking,” I say, “that I can’t keep doing this exactly like I have been.”
“What do you mean?”
“The road. The hauls. Being gone all the time.” I swallow. “If I’m serious about building something with you, I need to start acting like it.”
“You’d change your whole life?”
“For the right reasons? Yeah.”
“That’s a lot.”
“You’re a lot,” I say. “And I happen to think that’s a good thing.”
For a moment, all I hear is the soft static hush between us.
Then she says, “Come home safe.”
“Yeah,” I say softly. “I will.”
After we hang up, I sit there for a long time, thinking about routes, about money, about logistics and fear and identity and love... and how none of it comes with a map worth a damn.
But under all that noise, there’s a steadiness now.
Direction. Purpose.
Dad’s right. I don’t need to see the whole road tonight.
Just the next turn.
And somewhere in Redwood Run, there’s a woman with freckles across her nose and too much weight on her shoulders trying not to collapse under it. Somewhere out there are two men I trust with my life and a little boy who gives out star ratings like gospel. Somewhere there’s a version of the future I never used to let myself picture for more than a passing second.
A home.
Maybe mine.
Maybe ours.
I’m done treating Redwood Run as someplace I just pass through.
Whatever comes next, I’m building it here. And much to my surprise, that doesn’t feel like I’m losing freedom.