Page 58 of Axe Marks the Spot

It’s difficult with what I do and taking care of Kas.

I think of the little girl I met at the obstacle course the other day. Smart as a whip, sassy like Lindsey. I have no doubt she has her hands full with her. I think of her brother and wonder about her family and Kas’s dad. Does she have anybody to help her?

Me

Do you have help with childcare?

Lindsey takes a moment to respond, the bubbles dancing for some time before her answer comes through.

Lindsey

It’s…a long story. I can share another time, but long story short, I do have help, though I feel guilty asking for more.

Me

Tell me why you feel guilty.

Lindsey

I have a neighbor, a teenage girl, who watches Kas, but I mentioned money is a little tight for various reasons. Then there’s my brother, Nathan, who’s engaged to Fox and Morgan. The three of them help with Kas a lot, but they have their own lives, you know?

Me

Have they expressed that they don’t like helping you?

Lindsey

No, the opposite. Nathan said he wants to help more during the summer, but he’s already done so much. I feel like shit taking more from him.

Me

But he’s offered his help?

Lindsey

He has. He told me to send him a calendar so we can make a plan.

Me

Did you send the calendar?

I ask the question although I know what her answer will be. Lindsey wants help, but she doesn’t want to ask for it or take it when it’s offered. Her pride is admirable but has no place here.

Lindsey

It’s not that easy.

Me

That isn’t what I asked. Did you send the calendar, yes or no?

Lindsey

No.

Me

Send Nathan your calendar, and I’d like a screenshot when it’s completed. Have you had your coffee yet this morning?