Page 6 of Truth in the Treme

Bastien stood back against the wall and made himself quiet. He had watched her do this before, over the cursed, the haunted, and the poisoned, and the work had always found the thing he brought her. A curse turned the candle flame. A spirit pulled the salt into patterns no hand had drawn. The bone went cold in her palm when a working had its hooks in someone. He had brought her riddles for a hundred years, and her tools had read every one of them. Her work filled the little apartment as it always did once the satchel was open. The black candle threw its single restless light up the walls. The gray salt caught the light and held it. The smells of tallow and sage and graveyard dirt thickened in the rooms until the modern century seemed to thin and pull back, until they might have been sitting in any lamplit back parlor of any of the long years Bastien had known her, working the same old craft against the same old dark.

She passed her open hand above Delphine, crown to heart, slow and unhurried. She set two fingers to the pulse at Delphine's wrist and held them there a long while. She closed her eyes and went somewhere behind them, into the place where she read the parts of a person the eye could not reach. The candle burned straight. The salt lay where she had poured it. The bone stayed warm.

“Breathe for me,” she murmured. “Good. Again.”

Bastien watched the candle and waited for it to bend. He watched the salt and waited for it to move. He waited for the bone to frost, for the cloth to darken, for any sign at all that would give him a name and a shape and a thing he could fight. He had never in his life wanted so badly to find a curse on someone he loved. He wanted one, and was ashamed of how badly he wanted it. A curse he understood. A curse he had faced a thousand times across the centuries and beaten most of them, and he would have taken any monster the dark could hand him over this, over a nothing that had no name and no face and no throat he could close his hands around. He stood against the wall of his own apartment, and a part of him that had not prayed in a very long time prayed that the old woman's candle would bend.

Maman opened her eyes. She sat back. She took her fingers from Delphine's wrist and folded both hands in her lap, and she looked at the girl for a moment before she spoke.

“Your spirit is your own, chère. Whole and clean and yours. Nothing rides it. Nothing feeds on it. No new hand has laid a working on you. Nothing foreign, nothing active, nothing I can find set here by any will but your own. By everything I know how to ask, what moves in you is yours and has always been yours.”

Delphine's shoulders dropped, and she sank into the quilt. “Then I am not cursed.”

“You are not cursed.”

“That is good. That is good news.” Delphine looked between them, and some of the color came back into her face.

Bastien did not feel it as good news. He felt the floor go out from under the one explanation he understood. A curse he could break. A spirit he could banish. A working had an author, and an author had a door, and a door could be walked through and closed. Maman had looked into the woman he loved with the surest hands he had ever known, and she had found the rooms empty. Whatever had reached into Delphine had left no print for him because it had never been the kind of thing that leaves one. He had spent his existence learning the shapes of the things that hunt in the dark, learning every way a soul can be seized and gnawed and stolen, and he had a remedy or a weapon for nearly all of them. He had no shape for this. A thing with no trace was a thing he could not name, and a thing he could not name was a thing he could not fight, and for the first time since he had come to this drowned and beautiful city he found himself afraid of a dark he did not recognize.

He crouched down in front of her. “Tell Maman what you saw,” he said gently. “If you can.”

Delphine drew the quilt tighter and looked at the dead theater behind her own eyes.

“I knew I was going to die.” She said it plainly, without drama, which made it worse. “Not in a frightened way. In a certain way. I was standing in all that smoke and I knew the fire would reach me before the doors would.”

“Go on,” Maman said.

“I could hear him.” She did not look at Bastien when she said it. “Calling for me. Over the screaming, over the roar of it, I could hear him calling my name and getting closer. And I kept reaching toward his voice. I could not see him. I could only hear him, and I believed, right up until the end, that he was going to break through that smoke and pull me out.” Her hands twisted in the quilt. “He almost did. I think he almost did.”

Bastien said nothing. He had reached her. He had broken through that smoke with her name in his throat, and he had been one breath too late. Every word she spoke was a true word, and each one opened the old wound a little wider, because she was describing the worst hour of his long life back to him, and she did not yet know that she was.

“That is all,” Delphine said. “It stops there. I try to look before the fire and there is nothing before the fire. Only those last minutes, over and over.” The telling had emptied her. Her eyes had gone heavy at the edges. “I am so tired again. Is that strange? I have not done anything.”

“You have done a great deal,” Maman said. “Go lie down, chère. We will sit up a while.”

Delphine went. Bastien watched the bedroom door close behind her before he trusted himself to speak.

He made coffee, chicory and dark, the only way she had ever taken it. He set the cup in front of her and sat across the table, and for a moment neither of them filled the quiet.

“Say it,” he said finally.

“If this were magic, Bastien, I would feel it.” Maman wrapped both hands around the cup. “All these long years you have brought me your impossible things, and I have never once told you a thing was clean when it was not. I am telling you now. There is no new curse on that girl. No foreign spirit, no hex laid by an outside hand, no working placed on her since she drew her first breath in this life. I went looking with everything I have, and I came back with empty hands for that. What is in her is old, and it is hers, and it was there before I ever met her.”

“Then what took her.”

“I do not know.” She let the words stand, and did not dress them up. “And you need to hear the part you will not want. You walk into every dark room looking for a demon first, because that is the room you were built for. But not everything that cannot be explained tonight is a thing from my world. Sometimes the cruelest hand is an ordinary one.”

“You did not see her face,” he said. “You did not feel the nothing I felt.”

“No. I felt my own nothing, and it frightened me worse than yours.” She turned the cup in her hands and looked at him over it. They had carried the truth of what Delphine was between them for years, the two of them and no one else, and they did not name it now, with the bedroom door so thin. She came as close as she would let herself. “If anything in this world had reached into that child and stirred what sleeps in her, I would have felt its hand on her. I felt no hand. Whatever opened that door opened it from the inside, and that, mon cœur, is past the end of what I know.”

Bastien looked at his own hands on the table. Everything in two hundred years had taught him to hunt the unnatural and trust the hunt. She was asking him to set the hunt down and look at smoke, accelerant, and the small ugly reasons people set fires. She was asking him to believe the answer to a thing that had reached across a century might live in a building inspector's report. He did not believe it. He could not yet make himself dismiss it either.

Maman gathered her tools back into the satchel, slower than she had laid them out. She pinched the candle dead between two fingers and did not flinch. At the door she put her hand flat against his chest and held it there until he met her eyes.

“Watch her,” she said. “Not the way you watch a case. The way you watch the only thing you have left. If it comes for her again, you call me before you call the court, before you call the dead, before you call anyone. I want to know the moment it starts.”

“You will.”