Then I had another thought.
About light.
I patted the bodies of Oberov and his son.
Of course, their phones had been taken, too, but a phone wasn’t what I was looking for.
I was after Roman Oberov’s gold jet-flame lighter.
I found it in his jacket pocket.
I flicked it on . . .
. . . and my little prison was instantly much better illuminated.
I was able to scan the whole box and the gruesome bodies of the two Russians in it with me.
But my predicament was unchanged.
And as I continued to think about it, and as the pool of concrete above me settled, the sad truth of my situation became clear.
I was screwed.
Completely and utterly screwed.
I was going to die here, buried alive in concrete next door to an amusement park at Coney Island.
I flicked off the lighter to preserve its precious light.
I lay in the darkness, trying to breathe slowly, to conserve my air.
I wondered if I shouted, would anyone hear me. I doubted it.
An hour passed.
Then two.
I nodded off.
When I woke and pressed the light button on my watch, it was 4:02 a.m.
Four hours had passed since I’d been entombed.
As I looked at my watch, I realised that it was now officially December 31st, New Year’s Eve.
It was then that a new emotion began to consume me.
Hopelessness.
I’m not prone to being emotional, but even I have a limit.
And this feeling—the complete and total loss of hope—I realised, was the Unperson’s purpose in killing me this way.
I had nothing but time.
To think and wait for death.
Alone.