“Then why are you bothering me?”
“Because when Luciano wakes up and sees you covered in his blood, he’ll decide this is somehow my fault.”
“I’ll tell him I refused.”
“That will only piss him off that both of us ignored his instructions.”
“He can reprimand me too.”
Rafael glances at me. “I suspect our consequences would be very different.”
I stare at him.
His expression remains perfectly serious.
A laugh escapes me before I can stop it.
It sounds strange in the corridor, thin and slightly broken, but it’s still a laugh.
Rafael holds out the scrubs again.
I take them.
“You’re right about that. Where’s the bathroom?”
His mouth twitches. “Directly behind you.”
I change.
I wash Luciano’s blood from my face, my arms, and beneath my fingernails. The water runs pink before disappearing down the drain.
No matter how hard I scrub, I can still feel it on my hands.
When I return, Rafael is sitting outside the closed doors.
I take the chair beside him.
Then we wait.
Every time the doors open, I stand.
Every time someone walks through without saying Luciano’s name, I sit again.
Rafael answers calls in a low voice. I hear Angelo’s name. Santo’s. Men securing the road. The vehicle. The bodies.
I stop listening.
The clock above the doors moves too slowly.
One hour becomes two.
Sometime during the third, Rafael drapes his jacket over me.
“I’m not tired,” I tell him.
“I didn’t say you were.”
I close my eyes because the lights hurt.