Page 58 of Carnal Risk

Selby sucked a breath, doing as he told her. Her core ached as her bottom became full, the object stretching her.

“There you go.” Garrett adjusted the plug. “You are so beautiful.”

“I need you to…please make love to me,” Selby begged. As the words left her lips, she knew, if she was honest, that was what she wanted. She buried her face in the blanket, realizing that she could fall for Garrett.

“There’s something about you…you make me want to play. No more work.”

“Play with me…play now,” she whispered. Selby nearly came undone as he plunged a finger inside her pussy. She glanced up to see him tearing a condom open with his teeth and she wondered what it would be like to have him inside her with no barrier.

As he swiped his crown through her wetness, she was brought back to the moment. She widened her stance, readying to accept him. He slowly sheathed himself, and she knew he was being careful not to hurt her. Reaching for him, her fingertips dug into his hips.

“Easy, sweetheart,” he groaned. “Are you okay?”

“Yes, just please…” she released a giggle, “please move.”

“I’m going slow, but it’s so damn hard. How’s your bottom?”

“I feel full but it feels so much tighter. Oh yeah,” she cried as he began to increase his speed.

Selby clutched at him as he pumped inside of her. The head of his cock brushed along her sensitive nerves, causing her to tighten around him. She wasn’t sure what made her look, but she caught Seth’s eyes as he passed by the entrance. In a blink he was gone, but she knew he’d seen them. She should have felt embarrassed, she knew, but instead, her channel clenched down around Garrett. As he slammed into her, she reveled in his strength.

“I love playing with you,” he grunted.

“Harder,” she demanded. She was so close.

“Where have you been all my life, woman?” Garrett increased the pace. “I can’t hold back, oh shit…”

“Yes, like that. Fuck me,” she screamed. Her fingernails raked his flesh as she took him inside. She came hard, his cock stroking her core. She gasped, realizing that she’d come without him ever touching her clit. Like a fucking god, he’d taken her to Nirvana and she didn’t want to return to reality.

He leaned over her, covering her body with his and taking her mouth. Softly, he sucked her lips, prodding his tongue through them. As she tasted her lover, she knew she’d never been with a man who could make her feel the way Garrett did. Nothing would ever be the same. When she told him the truth, he’d never forgive her. She fought the tears that came, falling down into their kiss.

“Hey, baby. What’s wrong?” Garrett whispered. He quickly removed himself and the toy. “No tears. Come on now.”

Selby made no move to get up and within seconds he was gently cleaning her bottom with a warm towel. She wiped at her eyes, trying to stuff her emotions away. Garrett tugged her skirt down, and lifted her into his arms. The blankets fell to the ground and he slid down until he was sitting on them. Pressing his lips to her head, he stroked her hair.

“Selby, talk to me. You’re scaring me.”

“I’m sorry…”

“No, I’m sorry. We won’t do that again if you don’t like it,” he said.

“No…it’s not that. I loved it, all of it.” She paused. “I just…no one has ever made me feel like you do. You do things to me, Garrett. This thing between us…it’s just intense.”

“It is, but that’s not a bad thing.”

“You don’t know me.” Selby shook her head. Worry crept into her thoughts; once he found out, everything would change.

“I’m getting to know you. That’s how this works. I share things about me. You share things about you. We see how it goes. This thing we have going?” Garrett pressed his lips to her hair. “I haven’t been in a relationship in a long time. I’m not even sure how to do one.”

“I wasn’t asking for anything,” she said.

“I’m not saying you are. But this is what I’m talking about. We’re getting to know each other. My lack of relationships is one of those things you should know. I’m a busy man. I do what some people think are crazy, dangerous things. This is who I am. I’m not sure you want to even hook up with someone like me, but at the same time, I know already I’d have a hard time letting you go. I know we haven’t known each other very long, but I care about you. When we’re together, it’s unbelievably hot. But I can’t make any promises about things or how things will end up between us.”

“I can’t make any promises either,” Selby stated.

She cuddled into Garrett’s embrace, wishing she could seal her heart. Selby was developing feelings for Garrett and it terrified her. Just one more minute in his arms, she told herself. One more minute to fantasize about a life with a man who was unattainable. One more minute to feel safe and warm, reveling in the ecstasy of the moment. Giving up Garrett Emerson was going to eviscerate her, but until the inevitable came, she’d soak up the memories, learning how to feel, for the first time in her life.

Chapter Twenty