Page 57 of No Fear

Seriously? That selfish bastard had never gone down on her? What the fuck?

Donnie turned her face to his.

“Open your eyes,” he said softly. When she did, he smiled and kissed her nose. “Do you want to?”

“I think so. I don’t know how.”

He kissed her again. ‘Baby, you don't need to do anything but hang on for the ride. You sure?”

She nodded with a small smile and her body relaxed under him.

“Good. Hold tight.” He winked and moved back down her body. Holy shit. He might not be her first lover, but damn it felt good to know he was the first man to taste that sweet pussy.

***

SEEING STARS WAS NOT a myth because she was seeing a goddamn galaxy.

Charlie gripped the sheets as Donnie licked over her clit and along her folds. His beard tickling the sensitive skin. How was this much pleasure even possible? His hands held her thighs as she writhed under his touch. She could feel another orgasm coming. Her whole body trembled, and she could do nothing to stop it. She didn't want to. Just when she thought she would shatter, Donnie stopped, turning his head and kissing her inner thighs. She groaned and he chuckled against her skin.

“Patience, baby. I want to explore every inch of you.”

“Screw patience. I need to come. Now.”

Jesus, he must think she was sex starved. He’d be right. This was already the best sex she’d ever had; she’d not even seen his cock yet. Her thoughts disappeared when his mouth settled back on her clit, sucking gently. She bucked, shamelessly pushing against his mouth. Unable to control her body’s reaction to his touch, she sank back into the bed and let the pleasure wash over her. She had no idea sex could be this good. That her body could feel this way. It was unfuckingbelievable. When his tongue slipped inside, she screamed.

“Dear God. Donnie!” She gasped. “Oh God. Yes!”

The orgasm was so intense, for a moment, she thought she would faint as the stars returned, and she lost all focus. But then Donnie was there. Holding her. Placing featherlight kisses over her face.

“You are so damn sexy, Charlie,” he murmured while she tried to come back down to earth. “I could eat you all night.”

He rocked his body against hers and there was no mistaking how big and hard his cock was. It pressed against her belly through his sweatpants. She opened her eyes to find him looking at her.

“Are you OK?” he asked, and her heart melted at his concern.

She smiled. “Yes. That was... wow.”

Donnie grinned. “Glad I didn’t disappoint.”

“You’ll only disappoint me if you don’t take off those sweatpants right now.”

“Soon. Let’s take a breather. I want to take this moment in. We have time.”

His eyes roamed over her body and for the first time in her life, she felt truly beautiful. This man, who must have his choice of women, looked at her with uncontrolled lust and it was the most empowering feeling.

Donnie lay beside her, and she pressed her body against him, kissing him. His hands roamed her ass, her hips. A light gentle caress. He turned her so her back was pressed against his front.

“Comfortable?” he asked, kissing the top of her head.

She nodded, feeling suddenly emotional and tired. Who was she kidding saying no feelings. She had feelings for him. She always had. Maybe this was love. She had never felt like this before. Not even in the beginning with Simon.

Loving the feel of his arms around her, she tried desperately not to think about the fact he had to leave soon. She had no idea when she would see him again. If he’d even want to. Charlie closed her eyes to stop tears spilling over. She’d wanted him since high school and Donnie had not disappointed. But how on earth was she supposed to move on from this?

Chapter Ten

She hadn’t answered his text. It was 0600 Monday morning, and he’d just arrived at the Farm ready for the mission brief. Charlie was starting work today. It was 0900 in Toronto; she had to have been up a couple of hours. Fuck, what if he’d messed things up for good this time?

Getting up and leaving Charlie in his hotel bed had been the hardest thing he’d ever done. She'd fallen asleep quickly in his arms and he decided not to wake her. It was hard enough leaving as it was. Instead, he scribbled a note and left it on the pillow.