Page 107 of No Fear

“Donnie, please,” she whimpered. He wanted to take his time, but he was barely in control. Spreading her legs, he ran his fingers over her. So wet and ready for him. Without warning, he pushed two fingers inside and she cried out, lifting her hips and pushing against him. He added a finger and increased his rhythm.

“Come for me, baby. I want to feel you on my hand.” She writhed under him, whimpering when her orgasm took hold. She came quickly, gushing over his hand as she cried his name. The sound of it on her lips pushed him closer to exploding.

“Babe, I need you to get the condom. Top drawer.” He shifted his weight so she could move. The wrapper crinkled, then she was rolling the condom on him, and he almost came in her hands. No sooner had she moved back, with fumbling hands, he lined himself up and pushed into her.

“Yes. Oh, God, yes!” she cried and arched into him.

He couldn't think. Being inside her was too intense. It consumed him. Grasping her thighs, he spread them wider as he pounded hard. He should probably go slower, be more gentle, romantic, but he was out of control. She pushed against him, urging him deeper. He didn't even recognize the roar that left him. His whole body shivered as he gave in to his own release.

In that moment he gave her everything. His mind. His body. His soul. His heart. She might not know it yet, but he was hers, and he would do whatever it took to keep it that way.

Chapter Eighteen

Most of the next day was spent in bed and Charlie had no complaints. This had been all she’d ever wanted. Donnie, the hottest guy in school, was in bed with her. Bringing her to orgasms like she had never experienced.

Last night had been amazing, seeing him in all his nakedness. She would never tell him, but she had been so worried about doing things right and not like an inexperienced idiot. Knowing he couldn’t see her had made her more confident to take control. Seeing his reaction to her touch, to her taking him in her mouth, was something she would never forget. It was beautiful. He was beautiful. Every damn inch of him. He made her feel beautiful. Sexy. Confident. This was the love Maddie spoke about. Never wanting to be away from him or her heart would burst. She loved it and feared it all at the same time.

Donnie was dealing with so much right now. The uncertainty about his sight and his job. Perhaps navigating a new relationship on top of that would be too much. How would they make it work? They lived in different states. She had her job. Maddie was in Albany. Her folks, too.

“What are you thinking about?” Donnie asked, squeezing her fingers.

Charlie lay straddling him with her thigh, their hands entwined on his chest. It was mid-afternoon, but she had no desire to move.

“Nothing.”

“Mmmm. You never were a good liar,” he said gently. “Tell me what’s on your mind.”

She kissed his chest.

“Don’t try and distract me, woman.”

She looked at his handsome face and smiled. “Are you complaining?”

“Nope, but I want to know what you’re thinking.”

She lay her cheek on his chest. His broad, hard, muscular, irresistible chest. Damn, she almost pinched herself to ensure she wasn't dreaming.

“I’m thinking how happy I am to be here with you.”

“I’m happy you’re here, too. Are you still OK with this? Us?”

The hesitancy in his voice surprised her.

“I’m more than OK. Are you?”

“Babe, you’re a dream come true. But you’re tense. Tell me what’s on your mind.”

She traced circles on his stomach with her finger. “I guess I’m just wondering what happens now?”

“Well, I think we should probably eat soon and maybe take a shower. Then we can get back in bed, so I make you come again.”

She smiled. “Sounds like a plan, but that’s not what I meant.”

“I know.” His lips touched the top of her head. “When do you have to go back to work?”

“I have another couple of days off. Then I’ll check in and see when my next assignment is.”

“So we have a couple of days at least before you might have to leave?”