Page 103 of No Fear

“How is he?” The television was on. Sounded like a ball game. Hopefully, Donnie was in a better mood. She was more than a little buzzed and she wasn’t ready for the happy feeling to end.

“He’s doing better. Come and see for yourself.”

Charlie followed him. Donnie sat on the couch, looking much more relaxed. A couple of empty beer bottles sat on the table.

“Hey Charlie. How was dinner?” Donnie asked, turning his head in her direction. He was smiling.

“It was fun. How was your evening?”

“Mine was good, too.” His smile stayed in place.

“Well, if you guys are set, I am going to head home,” Mackie said.

“Oh, OK.” Charlie looked nervously at him.

“Charlie? Do you not want to stay?” Donnie’s smile disappeared.

“No. I mean yes. I wasn't sure you wanted me too, after what I said earlier.” She really had no idea where they stood.

“Charlie, I want you to stay. I’d like to talk to you.”

“Stay. He’s good.” Mackie had mouthed the words, so Donnie didn't hear.

“Then I’ll stay.”

“OK, then. I’m going. You both know where to find me.” Mackie grabbed his keys and left.

“Can I get you anything?” Charlie asked, still a little nervous.

“No.” Donnie patted the cushion beside him. “Come and sit down.”

“One sec. I need some water.” The alcohol was wearing off and she did not want to get a headache.

“I think there’s beer and wine if you want.”

“Um. No thanks. Think I’ve had enough alcohol for one night.”

“Ahh. I heard there were a few cocktails flowing.”

Charlie sat beside him, putting the water on the table. “One or two. Or maybe four.” She giggled.

Donnie moved his hand toward her. She moved hers to meet his, and he squeezed gently. “I’m glad you had a good time. I’m sorry about earlier.”

He really sounded in a better mood.

“It’s OK. I can't imagine what you must be feeling. I’m sorry I snapped and then went out and had a good time. I feel terrible. That was so unfair.” Guilt overwhelmed her. She should have stayed here with him.

Donnie lifted her hand to his mouth and kissed it gently. “You did nothing wrong. I needed to hear what you said, and I’m glad you went out with the girls. I love that you are getting to know my friends.”

“You are?”

“Yes. You’re important to me, so I want you to get to know the other people I care about most.”

Charlie took a sip of water and looked at him. “What changed tonight?”

“I got a kick up the ass from my captain and I needed it. Everything you said earlier was right, too. I have a lot of great people around me, and tons of help and support. Sam pulled rank. Reminded me I was still part of the team and needed to get my shit together and not quit. Between the two of you, I finally got my head out of my ass.”

“You are going to see again, Donnie. Sophie said they're certain some sight will return.”