I walk down the hallway, past the living room door, and Viktor is on the couch with his back to me, his attention on the screen. He doesn’t turn around. I’m seven months pregnant, and I walk past the open doorway of the room where my husband sits, and he doesn’t turn around.
I close the front door behind me without making a sound.
The elevator takes forty seconds. I ride it to the parking garage level and take the east stairwell to the service alley, the one without cameras, the one I confirmed three weeks ago when I started understanding that I was going to need a way out that didn’t appear on any footage. The alley runs north and opens onto a side street, and I walk out into the cold Seattle afternoon like a woman with somewhere to be.
Because I do have somewhere to be.
The bus stop is four blocks from the building. I take the 3:40, pay cash, and sit in the middle where no one looks. At the third stop, I transfer. At the transit hub, I buy a ticket to Spokane at the counter with cash and the Elena Vasic ID, and the woman behind the counter doesn’t look at me twice.
Spokane is not where I’m going.
It’s just where the paper trail ends.
On the bus, I sit with my bag between my feet and my hand flat on my stomach, and I think about what Viktor said through the wall.
She won’t be a problem after that.
After the baby. After I’ve done the one thing he still needs me for. He’s been patient because he had to be patient, because you can’t close the loop before the loop is useful, and I am still useful right up until the moment I won’t be anymore.
I understood it from the folder. Hearing it out loud in his voice, in the same tone he uses to discuss shipments and contracts and things that need to be handled, does something different to the understanding. Confirms it in a register that the documents couldn’t reach.
He was going to kill me.
He is going to kill me, present tense, because I’m still in his timeline as far as he knows. I’m still a task on his list. I’m still the woman on the couch two rooms away, ring on the nightstand, phone on the charger, folded laundry on the bed.
By the time he figures out I’m not, I need to be somewhere his list doesn’t reach.
I think about what that somewhere looks like.
Not a shelter. Not a safe house. Nothing with an address Viktor’s network can find through the channels it operates in, which are wide and deep and run through institutions that look legitimate because they are legitimate, bought and managed, and made to function exactly as intended. You can’t hide from a man like Viktor in a system. He owns too many of the people running them.
You hide from a man like Viktor behind something his systems don’t recognize.
I’ve been carrying the name for two days.
Cade Mercer. President of the Ruthless MC, Montana. I knew him five years ago. Three weeks in Billings that I packed away into a part of myself I stopped visiting after Vienna. What I remember clearly, more clearly than anything else about those three weeks, is the way he said the words Ruthless territory. Not a boast. Not a warning. A geographic fact, the way you’d state the depth of a river or the height of a mountain.
This is the land. These are the people on it. That’s all there is to say about it.
Viktor operates through paperwork, systems, and institutional frameworks. He builds outcomes into documentation in advance and lets the documentation do the work. That machinery is extraordinary, and it runs in every jurisdiction I know of.
Every jurisdiction except one.
You can’t file paperwork in a country that doesn’t recognize your courts. You can’t buy access through a gate that runs on a currency you’ve never carried. You can’t administrate your way through men who have never once in their lives been administrated.
That’s where I’m going.
The bus pulls out of the terminal, and Seattle falls back behind the window, the skyline thinning and then the freeway opening up, and then just the dark outside the glass and the road ahead.
I don’t look back.
There’s nothing behind me worth looking at anymore.
Chapter Four
JAX
Thursday nights at Ruthless run slow, and I like them that way.