Page 65 of Doubting Hearts

I knew the signs of Rain’s climaxes—the sudden intake of breath, the stiffening of his limbs, and the deathlike grip of his fingers on my bare hips signified that he was almost there. So was I. I’d been feeling it for a while, that flood of sensation into my groin, the prickling sensation in my backside, the tightening of my stomach, and the fact my balls wanted to climb into my pelvic region, they were so tight and swollen. I reached down, taking his hand and placing it on his cock.

“Touch yourself for me, Rain,” I grunted. “I’m going to come any minute, and I want you to come too.” He needed no urging, and his hand frantically fisted his cock as I increased my thrusts and felt my whole body’s blood supply rush to my swollen shaft. I cried out as I came, a loud, primal cry that seemed to make my orgasm that much more intense. I covered Rain’s hand with mine, and together we brought him to orgasm, although it didn’t take long. I held him close as he came, his wet spurts coating my chest and stomach, our mouths grinding together as I lay on top of him, still inside him, and we collapsed together in a medley of sweat, semen, and heated skin.

For a while there was only the sound of our breathing and, I swear, our combined heartbeats echoed in the room. Then Rain exhaled, a deep sigh that seemed to come from the very gut of him. His hands reached up and cupped my face.

“I love you, Toby,” he whispered softly, and my eyes prickled with tears at the love in his eyes and the tenderness in his voice. “That was amazing. I couldn’t have asked for a better first time.” He grinned, and I buried my face in his neck.

“I love you too,” I murmured. “Of course, I still think the banana would have made a great training tool, but I guess my cock will have to do.”

He spluttered with laughter as I moved off to lie beside him, gazing up at the ceiling. I plucked the condom off and tied it, then put it on the bedside table. Rain watched me, a strange expression on his face.

“What is it?” I asked. He looked a little embarrassed.

“We are exclusive, right?” He looked at me guiltily, and I knew he was thinking about his kiss with Tommy and my suspicions. I reached out and drew my finger down his cheek.

“Yes, we are. You know I believe that.”

“Then maybe we should look at losing those bloody things.” He gestured to the condom. “I went and had a test the other day. Just to make sure, because of what happened… you know. I wanted to go bare sooner rather than later.” I could hear the smile in his voice. “I don’t mind the mess myself. I know some guys do. But I hadn’t had a chance to talk to you about it yet, and then today happened and—” He sighed. “I wanted to make it up to you this way.”

My chest tightened again with the emotions surging through me.

He’d done that for me?

I nodded, a lump in my throat. “I know I’m clean, because I haven’t been with anyone this way since I had my last test. But I’d like to make sure for you. So, I’ll take another one, and then if it’s all okay, we can give the raincoats a miss.”

He chuckled. “Raincoats, Toby?”

I shrugged as I cuddled into his side, my hands idly stroking his stomach and my lips nuzzling his chest. “Sure. What do you call them?”

His hands twined themselves through my hair, stroking my scalp and making me drowsy.

“Rubbers, slickers, johnnies….” He laughed. “My brother, Nick, calls them ‘frikkies.’” He said it with a distinct roll of his r’s, and my brow furrowed.

“Freakies?” I said in puzzlement, trying to echo his accent. Rain actually giggled.

“You are so cute. Remind me not to let you loose with that terrible accent one day when you meet my mom and dad. They won’t have a clue what you’re talking about.”

My body went still. “You’d want me to meet your family?”

“Of course,” he said indignantly. “My family knows everything about you. I’ve told them when I call home.”

Once again tears prickled in my eyes, and I blinked them away fiercely. But Rain knew something was up.

“Toby, what’s wrong?”

I took a deep, shuddering breath. “It’s just I’ve never had a boyfriend who wanted me to meet his family before.” My voice went quiet. “Things never got that permanent. And even if it had, I could never return the favor.”

Rain growled and lifted my chin to kiss me softly on the lips. “Well, now you do,” he muttered. “I’m your family, Toby. And by default so is my family. They’ll love you. I promise. Who wouldn’t?” He kissed the top of my head and snuggled in with me. For a while I lay there, just enjoying the feeling of being close, the fact to him I was already part of his family. When I drifted into sleep, I felt a sense of contentment that all was right with my world.