Excitement prickled through me.
I felt my lips tip upward as I stared at the screen, watching her as closely as I could. She was so fucking beautiful it was still hard for me to believe she was real. Lucy pulled her Ghostface shirt up and wiped sweat off her face before pulling the material up and over her head, leaving her in nothing but a matching bright pink sports bra and yoga pants. She moved to her computer, and I leaned forward, tapping on my own keyboard until I got the camera she looked into without her knowing anyone was watching. Her bright blue eyes pierced through me.
It was an extra set of eyes I didn’t usually need, but today, I was feeling a little extra greedy. It had been a whole forty-eight hours since we’d chatted, thanks to my work and her schedule. I was logged on and waiting for this. She started to type, and I glanced at our chat box as the bubbles on the private chat of the cam site came to life. The blood in my veins pumped harder. Warmer.
I sat up straighter and waited.
RayOfSunshine: Hi Daddy! Miss me?
DaddyV: Always, Sunny girl. Always.
I quickly typed and sent my reply.
RayOfSunshine: Do you want to chat today?
DaddyV: Depends.
RayOfSunshine: On?
DaddyV: Have you been a good girl or a naughty one?
I asked.
I loved talking to her but felt like an asshole for taking our chat into a sexual one right off the bat, but I was only so strong. It had been two days of not having her like this. Living off old videos was too much for me. I was on edge and not only needed to fucking get off to her but with her.
I wasn’t stupid.
I wasn’t delusional.
She didn’t know me.
This was probably just money for her. Liar. You know this isn’t what this is. Maybe at the beginning, but you’ve seen the way she’s changed. The way she seems to actually miss you. How many times had she started to write to me in our chats and deleted it, talking to herself about not doing that or catching feelings for strangers. But what she didn’t know was that I wasn’t a stranger. I was her neighbor. And I knew I was losing the patience this whole fucking thing had started. At any moment, I was about to snap.
RayOfSunshine: What are you in the mood for today?
I frowned. Her response was too formal. Business-like. This was her trying to set boundaries between us, trying not to feel what she did when it came to me. Honestly, it was my fault for coming on so strong.
DaddyV: Halloween is right around the corner.
I reminded her, knowing it was her favorite holiday and trying to fix shit for coming on so strong.
RayOfSunshine: Change of subject?
Daddy: Not at all, just wondering what your favorite treat is?
I watched as her shoulders relaxed and she brought her thumb up to her lips to bite her nail. Something I’d noticed she did when she was trying to decide between telling the truth or fudging it.
RayOfSunshine: When I was a kid, I used to love Nerds and Smarties. My brothers happily would trade them in exchange for my chocolates.
DaddyV: And now?
RayOfSunshine: I’m all grown up and still love them.
I knew this. My girl had a bowl of them set out on her desk. My phone immediately pinged with another message.
RayOfSunshine: But I think if they’d had Nerd Gummy Clusters growing up, those would have been my favorite.
DaddyV: Those are tasty.