“Summer?” River answers on the second ring. “Everything alright? I thought you went to go lie down.”
“I can’t sleep.” I’m already back to grinding down on the pillow, but I stop myself. “I need your help.”
“Okay…” he chuckles. “Need me to grab you some sleeping pills or something?”
If I didn’t want him inside me so badly I’d probably punch him. I groan and grip the phone tighter. “You didn’t want to get in the shower with me but—but I need you.”
He sighs gently. “Summer—”
“I know, okay. I know Moose is in the apartment but if you’re not going to fuck me, then can you at least talk to me while I do it myself?”
River is silent for a moment and I quickly sit up, now afraid that I’ve made him uncomfortable and ruined this whole thing.
That’s fine, I’ll just pack up and leave the country. No big deal.
“I’m sorry, River. Just forget I ever—”
River interrupts. “Okay. I’ll help you but we have to be quiet, alright?”
Quiet? I can do quiet. Well…I can try.
“Okay.” I quickly nod my head. “I’ll be quiet. Promise.”
I hear River shift around before pressing his mouth back to his phone. “I don’t—shit, I don’t really know what I’m doing, Pretty Girl.”
Jesus Christ.
That only makes the need to go out there and ride him instead of this cold pillow near impossible to ignore. I told him I didn’t like that nickname but it does something to me that I’ve tried not to name. Not since he uttered the nickname almost nine months ago now.
I sit back up and readjust the pillow between my thighs. “Tell me how it felt when I rode you the other night. Start there.”
“Okay.” River’s voice shakes. “You felt warm and tight. Perfect,” he chuckles breathlessly.
I continue to grind down onto the pillow and it already feels ten times better now that River’s voice is in my ear.
River speaks again. This time his voice sounds more comfortable. Confident. “Your skin tasted sweet and I can’t wait until you let me taste between your thighs again.”
“Please,” I whine, my hips moving desperately and breaths shallow.
“As much as I love those noises, you’ve got to stay quiet, sweetheart.”
I don’t know how River’s voice alone sends shockwaves to my pussy and down to my toes. I’ve gone so long without having him and now it’s as if I’ve unlocked a whole addiction.
“I just want you so bad,” I breathe into the phone.
“Yeah? How bad?”
I pull the phone away only to frantically pull off my tank top, leaving my top half bare, before bringing it back to my ear.
“Summer?” River gently calls out to me. “How bad do you want me?”
He’s either going to think I’m insane and hang up this call, or maybe he’ll finally come in here and pound me into the mattress.
Guess I’ll just have to take a chance.
“I want you so bad that…I’m riding your pillow.”
River chuckles. “You’re so desperate for me that you’re in my bed, humping my pillow, and listening to my voice?”