Page 60 of Carte

“Yes, I breathed pulling my hand away, and pushing my legs further apart.

He came to me then, but stopped before he covered me with his body, his arms straight on either side of me, holding his body up and hovering over me.

I looked up to see his brows pulled together.

“What’s wrong?”

“Condom,” he pushed between clenched teeth. “I don’t have one.”

“It’s okay,” I reached up and cupped his cheek. His stubble prickled my skin. “I’m on the pill. And I got checked after Derek. There was no one after him.”

He stilled, his gaze boring into mine, “I get checked every six months as a part of my physical. And there hasn't been anyone for a while.”

I smiled up at him.

“Are you sure?”

“Yes,” I whispered.

Indecision was warring with need and lust in his eyes.

I loved it that he wanted to protect me any way he could. Still.

“I feel like I waited for you all my life. This last month was pure torture having you so close, but not being able to get to you. It almost broke me waiting, hoping while you were pushing me away,” my eyes felt with tears, and Carter cursed. “Please,” I begged. “Please don’t push me away again. Not now.”

His hand came to my cheek, his thumb swiping away my tears. He leaned down and kissed me softly.

“Okay, Dynamo. You can have all of me,” I murmured against my lips before bracing himself over me again.

He kneeled between my spread legs, his palms gliding over my heated skin there.

I wrapped my legs around him, pulling him to me. His tip bumped my entrance, and his eyes flew to mine.

Carter filled me in one long glide. My mouth opened in a silent moan, my eyes rolling back in my head. I was full, so full of him in the best possible way. There was a twinge of pain, but it only served to heighten the feel of Carter finally moving inside me.

“Fuck,” Carter hissed as I pulsed around him.

“Move,” I gasped.

“Not yet,” He pushed through his clenched teeth. “Give me a second.”

“I need you to move, Warden,” I clawed at his back. It broke at his restrain and he started moving. He shifted, changing the angle and pushed me higher than I’ve ever been.

“Oh, God,” I moaned, losing my sanity at the feeling of Carter moving inside me.

“No need for flattering, Dynamo,” he panted. “I told you, Carter is just fine. Besides I want to hear you scream my name as I make you come.”

He pushed his hand under my back and slid it down. Tilting my ass up, he changed the angle again, hitting the spot that sent me spiraling up until he pushed me over the edge.

“Carter,” the scream tore out of my throat, leaving it raw. I couldn't care less.

He followed me with a cry, pushing into me one last time and staying rooted inside, “Dynamo…”

He gently laid down his body over mine, his forehead at my temple, while we tried to catch our breaths.

I didn’t have a clue how long we stayed like that, the only sound in the room was our labored breaths, but it was the most beautiful music that ever touched my ears.

I felt myself purr as Carter shifted his head, and kissed my neck softly.