Ryan: yes
fuck you
A long pause.
Ryan: okay
That makes me angrier.
don’t okay me
Ryan: I’m not going to argue with you
convenient
Ryan: I’m not defending it
I stare at that. My eyes sting again. Fuck pregnancy. Fuck Ryan. Fuck bathrooms. Fuck literally everything. Another message.
Ryan: you get to be mad
I don’t answer. Because I am. And because if he says one sweet thing right now, I’ll cry harder, and I refuse to give him the satisfaction.
Then another message appears.
Ryan: Darla figured out tonight
My anger pauses. Not disappears. Pauses.
how?
Ryan: she’s making a house call
I frown.
to MY house??
Ryan: no mine. mom helped
Ryan: mom called jane
Ryan: asked if you and tobias could come over after school because she needs help with something for him
That could work. Maybe. But Dad said directly home.
dad said I come home
Ryan: you are Daniel brings you home. you walk inside. you stay there.
I frown.
fascinating plan so far
Ryan: let me finish
Ryan: cassandra is coming over after school
why