I bite my lower lip and look over my shoulder. “Promises, promises.”
“You and your mouth,” Rose growls. He pulls his fingers out of me and then pulls out of me completely. I’m left feeling empty and unfulfilled, which is just annoying.
He grabs me by the hair and drags me up against his chest. Carrying me around the couch. “I’m so fucking mad at you.”
“But you are so fucking happy to see me, too.”
He growls and bites my lower lip. “Yes. Yes, I am. You drive me insane.”
Roseland forces me down, and I scream in surprise as Sage fills my ass. Rose shoves both of us back and sideways, climbing up, uncaring of the fact that he’s putting his entire weight on us, crushing Sage, crushing me. He pushes his cock into me until I’m almost weeping. I’m so overstimulated, and Sage’s hands are moving, pulling my leg out, giving them more room as they fill me completely.
“I can’t take any more, please.”
“Yes, you can. You should have thought about that earlier.”
“No, oh, please, I’m going to come.”
“Good. You be a good beta for once in your life and come on my cock, I want to feel it. Again and again. You keep coming until I tell you to stop,” he snarls. “You can think about how shitty we felt waking up and finding you gone.”
Rose has lost it, but I am here for it.
Sage chuckles in my ear, grabs my hands, and yanks them up, holding them tied above our heads, where I can’t touch or grab or stop them mauling me.
Rose’s teeth scrape over my breasts, pulling and biting my nipples until I’m howling. He digs them into the skin on my neck and chest until I’m covered in aching bruises, and all the while, he drives that cock in and out.
Sage holds us, his cock a massive, pulsing threat in the back of my mind. He doesn’t do anything but hold me for Rose to take out his aggression on. And he does. Over and over.
I scream his name. Clenching around him. Coming like he promised over and over. He is relentless and remorseless. He makes my body so sensitive it hurts, everything hurts, and the more it hurts, the more I want. I’m an addict.
He’s my fix.
“Rose, my Rose.”
“Shut up, Raven. You drug your alphas. Disappear. Go and do dangerous shit and then come back and tease and taunt. I should just walk away.”
“No, don’t walk, I need you. Come back, please,” I whine. I have no dignity left, no pride.
He drives back into me, and I arch, writhing against him.
“I’m sorry! It was important.”
He freezes, looking down at me. “You think I don’t know it was important? Everything we do is important. I know you, Raven. Fuck, I knew it was dangerous. I know you went alone because you forgot you can ask for help. Raven, when are you going to remember that I’m here. I need you to need me!” he roars.
I stare at his enraged face, seeing past the anger to the fear. This fucking idiot.
“I do need you!” I scream back at him. “Aaron Roseland, my Rose, I need you alive. I need you free and safe. I need you to be the rock and the safe place and the home that’s waiting for me when I get free of the nightmare! Don’t you understand? You are the one we trust completely, you are our safest place, our home, our hope.”
He stares at me, and water gathers in his eyes. A tear falls onto my cheek, and another onto Sage.
Sage lets go of my hands and cups Rose’s cheek. “We need you, Rose. She wasn’t trying to scare you. She was trying to protect you.”
I scowl at this ridiculously dense alpha. Raptor and Kestrel push in so we’re all co-fronting. The approval floats from Jay and Dove. Merle’s happiness screams through us.
“Fuck this,” we say together and lunge up, sinking our teeth deep.
I don’t know how it happens, but suddenly, Rose has Sage’s upper arm in his mouth. I’ve got Rose’s shoulder, Sage has my neck, and a bond has partially snapped up.
Both of their knots force their way into me. I scream and let go of Rose. He immediately bites me, and a hand is shoved into my mouth. I bite down, tasting blood. Screaming as I convulse on the knots. Sage roars, straining up, almost lifting the three of us off the couch, while Rose drives his cock into me, forcing his knot deeper, his body shaking. He clenches his teeth, refusing to make a sound as he falls completely apart.