Page 58 of Captured By A Reckless Soul

“Wrap those pretty lips around The Ruler and talk to him, while I talk to you.” He demanded and I did so, sucking him like he was the best popsicle I ever tasted in my life. I must’ve been doing something right the way he moaned lowly while biting down on his cinnamon-colored lips.

“No teeth baby.” He mumbled and eased up a little. “Daddy so disappointed in you.” He ran his thick fingers through my scalp as he pulled my braids a little.

“You was carrying my seed and you got rid of it Mattea. I think we would have made a beautiful baby together. Don’t you think?” he pulled my hair, a little rougher as he forced more of himself into my mouth. Tickling my tonsils, I gagged a little bit, producing more spit and my mouth. I didn’t want to be messy, so I tried to hold the spit as he shook his head no.

“I want to see that spit all over my dick, dripping down my balls baby. I don’t give a fuck if that shit is going down your chin and between those big ass juicy titties. Make it nasty baby.” His filthy mouth had turned me on in the worse way, it hyped me up and motivated me to get real nasty on the dick. I let the spit fall wherever it wanted to fall, and it seemed to drive him insane.

“Don’t you think we would have made a beautiful baby together?” he grunted as I hummed “Mmmhmm,” he let go of my hair and pinched my nipples, while rubbing them between his fingers.

“Breathe through your nose and try to swallow this dick, Mattea.” He coached as I tried to relax and accept more of him down my throat. When I gagged hard, he pushed back more.

“I’m going to forgive you for that shit, I just don’t know when baby. I hate that you got some kind of pull on me. I think it’s quite dangerous, you understand?” I pushed back then went deeper and this time, I felt good because I didn’t gag as much. It had me dripping wet with the sex faces he made as I sucked his dick to the best of my ability.

“See, you can’t try this shit with no other nigga baby. You let a nigga touch or smell you, then I got to kill him.” He gritted as he thrust his hips forward.

“You belong to me and only me, no matter how mad we get at each other. You got me?” I looked him in his eyes and could see the lust and seriousness.

“Talk with that dick in your mouth.” He smiled.

“Yes Ream, now nut in my mouth.” I surprised myself at saying that. I grabbed the base of his dick and jacked him off while focusing on the head. When I felt his dick twitch in my small hand, I sucked even harder as his voice boomed loud throughout the house.

“Fuck!” he tried to snatch his dick out of my mouth, but I didn’t allow him to. I smiled at him vindictively and enjoyed watching him unravel in front of me as his nut shot out to the back of my throat. It turned me on so much, I spread my legs wide and played with my pussy. Laying down on my back, I scooted back on the bed and let him get himself together. I circled my clit fast and hard until he found his voice to say stop. I kept going as he climbed on the bed and bit down on my right nipple.

“You hardhead as fuck Mattea.” I could feel him bricking back up and scooted down a little until his dick was lining up with my pussy. Wrapping my legs around his back, I brought him close as his dick entered me. We both groaned and moaned as I started to match his thrusting becoming greedy.

“Push all of it in Ream.” I whined, he loved to play stingy with the dick, like I couldn’t take all of him by now. He looked down at me and smiled as he bent down and kissed me roughly, I let my hand roam the waves on top of his head.

“You sure? You just trying to take the dick like a big girl now.” He teased as I frowned up, he pushed deep inside of me halting the words in my throat as my eyes rolled back. He stroked in and out of me rough causing the bed to move with each stroke. It definitely felt like he was deep inside of my organs. We went round for round and even fucked in the shower. We cleaned each other up in the shower and as I laid in bed rubbing his chest and looking up into his eyes. I felt something in me stir, I could hear his heart beating at the same rhythm as mine. I pecked him on his chest and kissed up his collarbone up to his neck. His hands massaged my butt and slid between the crack as he picked me up and placed me on top of him like I was a big baby.

“I don’t know what this is between us Ream.” I whispered as tears started to well up in my eyes out of frustration. I lowered my eyes and inhaled his scent, to calm my nerves.

“I know what it is, and I know nothing about this kind of shit Mattea. We both new to it, one thing we can’t do is run from how we feel. You just got to keep that shit real with yourself first baby.” He grabbed my chin and forced me to look up at him, this time my tears rolled out of my eyes effortlessly. Ream was a beautiful man, to perfect looking with no marks or imperfect parts on his body. He was smart and thought things out carefully, his advice could go a long way with people close to him. I just didn’t think someone like me could be in a normal relationship.

“I don’t want to run no more, I’m not perfect though Christian.” His hands traced up the spine of my back as I sighed. “I battle with my mental every day. Sometimes, I like to be alone in sit in silence and say nothing for days straight as the voice-” I swallowed down hard. “The voice in my head does all the talking on days I sit alone in my house and don’t want to talk.” I admitted.

“Then you teach me how to help you battle that. I can’t sit here in lie to you and act like, I know a whole lot about pleasing and making a woman feel secure. I ain’t never fell so hard for a female like I’m doing with you. Ain’t shit soft about me, but when it comes to you that shit changes. We gotta give each other time, you got to break your strong walls down when it comes to me like I gotta do for you. We got to give each other a chance to know each other better.” I nodded my head because I agreed with him on that.

“I’m sorry, I killed our baby. That shit ate me up, I wanted the baby, but I didn’t want to be selfish and bring a kid in this world with the possibilities of it being more fucked up then me or…or like my dad.” Now my tears were flowing fast onto his chest, he slowly wiped them as more sprang out. I couldn’t turn my feelings off for this topic because it still fucked with me.

“I ain’t tripping no more off of that, I was gone hold that shit against you. You really made a nigga feel unworthy like I wasn’t good enough for you to feel like you could carry a baby by me. Then, I stepped into your shoes, I know it’s hard to battle what you go through. You gotta remember I saw you have an attack and freeze up. That moment right there, made me feel even closer to you. I want to be there to catch your ass when you freeze up, and make sure you get the help you need. I want to be the nigga that’s there for you, I don’t want you turning to no other nigga. You can’t just up and feel like, I’m feeling sorry for you. I know you bad as fuck, strong as fuck and can do it on your own. I just want to do it with you. You got me?” He looked down at me forcing me to look up at him.

“I got you Ream.”

“I like it when you call me baby.” He licked his lips and smiled.

“I got you baby.” It sounded weird coming from my lips, at the same time it felt right.

“No more talking to that nigga that’s a lawyer, I mean that shit.” His eyes went dark as I smiled at his jealousy of Joshua.

“Josh is a good friend though.” I tried to argue a little, not wanting to give in too fast.

“A good friend that wants to fuck you.” He spat, I sat up and slid from on top of him. Crossing my legs Indian style, I looked at him like he was crazy.

“Nigga please! I know you still fucking bitches.” I rolled my eyes hard at him with my own jealousy rising.

“I ain’t been fucking bitch-essss just one chubby chick that works at my studio. She real lizzo size, probably a lil bigger, she gives good head too. Her name is Summer, pussy hot and gushy. Shit was singing to me like Summer Walker.” I socked him hard as fuck in the chest and slid out the bed with my arms folded over my chest pissed as he smiled hard.

“What? I’m being honest as fuck. You already Megan the Stallion thick, you might can add a couple more pounds on baby.” He chuckled as I got on the bed and start hitting his ass anywhere I could as he laughed harder.