“I want you to soak and relax while I finish setting up for you.”
“Okay, baby,” I answered back, wondering if he could hear me.
“Daddy… daddy is my name for the rest of the day and night. That’s the only name I want to hear you calling me.”
My insides clenched. I couldn’t wait for Beast to feast on me. This all felt like a dream. The amount of luxury I was placed in was unbelievable. Never in my life have I experienced something like this. I knew Beast was paid, but based upon this house and cars, my man was paid, paid! I got in the tub, relaxed, and reflected on how we first started out when I first met Praise and smiled.
Nervous was not the word as I sat across from a ghetto chick. She was very rude as she bounced a pretty little girl on her left leg like she was annoyed with the little girl slobbering on her Gucci top. She fired question after question about her daughter and the what-ifs, and I answered her. She stood and secured the baby on her hip as she had me follow her through the huge house until we got to a beautiful backyard.
“Your boss is ready to interview you. I say you got the job, but who knows what this nigga is gon’ say. My baby daddy is very unpredictable, so good luck.”
She left me standing there with clammy hands as my stomach churned. The backyard was huge as hell, but right away, I spotted three men sitting while smoking cigars. My nerves became bad. I could tell they were street niggas, but they were not the average. You could tell by their attire that they ran shit. Power dripped from them from far away. They had tattoos, and their muscles showed through the nice dress button-up shirts they wore, with slacks and dress shoes.
I felt conscious of what I had on. I was hot as hell with a white sweater turtleneck I bought from Rainbow to cover up my chest tattoos. I had on some nice dress pants and heels, but the weather and Vegas had me burning up. I spotted Stone amongst them and felt a little better when he noticed me and smiled.
“What’s up, sis?” He smiled and showed his diamond grill.
On a normal day, I would’ve rolled my eyes and thought, I’m not your damn sis just because you’re fucking my best friend. Being around all these killer-looking men made me decide to play along.
“Hey,” I spoke softly as all eyes were now focused on me except one pair that was glued to his phone.
“Have a seat, ma. My name is Teflon, that’s Gunna, and that's boss man, Beast. I mean Praise,” he corrected once Praise looked up, giving him a chilling stare that made him laugh.
“Don’t let my brother scare you, Ma. He got a chip on his shoulder.”
I chose to keep a face with no emotion. I didn’t want to start on the wrong foot with my boss. I also was having a hard time making eye contact with any of them. I felt shy and nervous around all these good-looking men.
“How are you supposed to observe and protect my daughter if you can’t even make eye contact?”
I finally brought my eyes to meet Praise, and my breath got caught in my throat. He was beautiful. Those stone-gray eyes gave him sex appeal out of this world. He had two teardrops underneath his right eye, and when he licked his lips, you could see his dimples. He came off as cocky as hell with his beautiful brown sugar skin tone.
“My apologies, sir. I haven’t interviewed in a long time, but I do feel as though I’m a good candidate for the position.”
Nodding his head, he took a huge toke from his cigar and smiled, causing his deep-dish dimples to sink more into his cheeks.
“Sell yourself then, lady.” Sitting back with his legs wide open, looking manly and rough, I did just that.
I introduced myself and told them whatever I thought would get me the position. I was almost out of breath when I finished talking and answering questions. All four men walked me back into the house, throwing jokes with one another while Praise remained serious. He instructed me to chill with his BM while he went to the front to deliberate with the fellas. Stone gave me a hug and told me he would see me later. I guess he was leaving and would be at the condo he got Lay later on. I got comfortable on the couch as his baby mother, Laquanna, handed me their three-year-old. I instantly fell in love with the toddler. I started playing with her and reading her stories while praying to God that I secure this job. I had bills to pay and things to do. I could use this job until I found a more legit one.
I smiled as I thought about our first encounter and how nervous I was. Never to this day did I think I could bag a nigga like him. I curved him hard, and he kept coming even harder to secure his place in my life. The first episode he had in front of me, when he snapped in front of Laquanna, showed me how delicate he was and how much he needed love too. That’s exactly what I did, love him with all of me. It got more complicated because we fell for each other fast as hell, but it was worth it, and I’ll never regret it.
My life had changed drastically, and I was happy with how things were now. We learned lessons together, and we were still learning new ways to love each other better. I knew that shit wouldn’t be perfect, but it was well worth it. Beast was not a monster; he was a man that had a heart of gold, and to know him was to love him.
I stepped out of the tub and wrapped myself with a huge tan towel that I appreciated because it wrapped around my entire body. The average towel did nothing to conceal my body. Being with a man like Beast, he considered everything when it came to me before I even had to say it or tell him. He always accommodated me without making me feel self-conscious.
Once I was dry, I put the robe on that had Juicy written in cursive on the back. I knew once I stepped into the room, I wouldn’t be able to keep Beast off of me. I placed baby oil all over my body and stared at myself in the mirror while I did so. A person on the outside looking in would think I was conceited with how much I stared at myself.
There was a time when I hated my reflection and who stared back at me. Now, I smiled and blew myself kisses. I was a beautiful woman. I grew to love myself and fall in love with myself more and more. I learned things about myself that I once didn’t notice. Embracing yourself and loving yourself was a great thing, and it made the way I loved other people even better.
I entered the room and couldn’t do anything but blush, designer bags that were wrapped with big ribbons sat on the floor. Beast sat in the middle of the bed with nothing but Versace boxers on. When he went to stand, I saw my name tatted on the side of his stomach. It looked like it was fresh. This man was full of surprises.
He took a seat at the edge of the bed and told me to take the towel off. I stood before him naked and oiled down with my center throbbing. I was impatient, excited, and nervous. The way his eyes roamed my body was super intense.
“Come closer, Juicy.” He licked his full lips as I approached him, standing between his muscular legs.
"I want you to turn that ass around, touch the ground with both of your hands, and make that ass wave up like the ocean, baby.”
I turned around and did what I was told with no music. I had a lot of ass to throw in a circle, and if my man wanted ass all in his face, then that is what I was about to give him. I threw my ass so hard, and I could feel it in my back. The sound of it clapping could be heard throughout the room. Tonight, I was letting loose and being as loud as I wanted to. I even had planned on fucking in the indoor pool, the kitchen, and wherever else I could taint up.