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Her eyes landed on me as I winked at her. I knew soon as she saw me that pussy was gon’ start leaking. Nodding my head at her friends, I made my way down the hall to see where my kids were. I was a cocky ass nigga; I knew for a fact Juicy was ready and overdue for some dick. It wouldn't be long before she put them out. Once I noticed my kids were gone, that made me feel even happier. Them being gone meant Leandra called for them. I decided to shower and get myself clean. I was ready to put another baby deep inside of Juicy.

Chapter Forty-Five

KAYORI

I stumbled into the room with nothing but dick on my mind. Beast’s dick, to be specific. The girls and I went through five bottles of wine, and I was tipsy. I couldn’t wait for my man to come home. As soon as I laid eyes on Beast, it didn’t take but less than fifteen minutes to say my goodbyes so I could take advantage of the alone time I finally had with my man. It hadn’t been six weeks yet, but I didn’t plan on waiting any longer to have sex. After talking with Meshalay, she informed me that she and Stone were fucking three days after her hospital discharge from when she gave birth to Zion. When those words came out of her mouth, I was ready to risk it all. I missed feeling Beast inside of me, and I also missed us being intimate.

Everything about today was random. Leandra finally reached out, and I was super happy to hear from her. Beast and I were so worried about how she was doing after all the unanswered calls and us both popping up on her. She would never answer the door and had us very discouraged. The only insight we had on her was from Beast’s security detail. They would call us each day to tell us about her activities.

Every day she went out to her garden in the backyard where she had Michael’s ashes and cried. When she called, I was shocked but still happy. I didn’t throw question after question at her. I simply just listened to her talk and cry. She mentioned how she didn’t blame Praise for Michael’s death. She was just angry, and she planned on apologizing because she truly wanted to work on their relationship. She knew that life was short. She realized now that she only had one son left. We stayed on the phone for about an hour before she asked if she could see and keep her grandkids for a day and let them spend the night. That was like music to my ears. I was so used to her being at my condo helping that I truly missed her like crazy. I took her up on her offer, and Mattea was very joyous to finally see and be with her Gran Gran.

I laid eyes on Beast. He stood from the bed and dropped the towel he had wrapped around his waist. Instantly, I felt super giddy inside, like it was the first time for both of us when really, we did this shit a lot more times than I could count. Each time we had sex, though, it was a great experience and connection. It was like our souls wrestled and connected with one another. It was deeper than I could possibly explain, but I craved it and needed it just as bad as he did.

Beast looked at me like I was a meal; the hunger was evident in his eyes. I didn't make things better by looking him in the eyes and putting my arms around him. Standing on my tippy toes, he leaned down, grabbed both ass cheeks, and squeezed. Pulling me close, chest to chest, I held him tight as our tongues entangled together and wrestled. The kiss was so powerful it left me dizzy.

"I love you, Juicy."

I could see it in his eyes, and it made me emotional. Beast was too damn fine. His skin was blemish-free, and those beautiful gray eyes held me captivated from the very first day I saw him. Those dimples, his pointy nose, and full lips, the whole structure of his face and body were perfect. Looking him in the eyes and seeing the love in them moved me beyond measure. He didn't even have to tell me he loved me. I felt it in his aura and vibe.

"I love you too, baby, so much and more than words can explain. I’ll never leave you again, Beast. I love all of you with the good and bad. You complete me. I promise you do."

Biting down on his bottom lip, he caressed my lower back and then placed his hands under the cuffs of my ass cheeks.

"Take all that shit off."

He left me standing in the middle of the room as he lay in the middle of the bed. His skin glistened from the Shea butter he had started using because of me. His muscles were on full display, and the sight of him stroking his long thick-ass dick had my clit jumping. I was so horny and ready to suck, lick and fuck on Beast. My nipples ached, and my stomach kept clenching tight.

I couldn't move any faster as I took my clothes off and climbed onto the bed. He kept his massive hand on his shaft as he stroked just the tip. The prettiest penis I had ever seen, a thick-ass mushroom head that I could not wait to devour.

I didn't need Beast to speak and tell me shit. I crawled on that bed like a lioness and got into the six-nine position. Before I could suction the pre cum that oozed from the tip of his dick, Beast had his whole face between my ass cheeks. His massive hand held both cheeks wide open. He slid his face down to my pussy hole and started to push his tongue downward to hit my spot. If that wasn't enough, once his tongue went as far as it could go inside of me, he flicked it up and down inside of me while he fondled my clit. I felt shameful. Beast had made me cum in less than sixty seconds.

Here I was thinking that I was about to get ready to regulate him when he took over like the Alpha male he was. Moving back up to my ass, he licked and entered his fingers in my hole while I still shook from the orgasm I was still riding.

"You’re not playing fair, Beast," I managed to say before his thick lips were swallowing my entire pussy. It felt like he was trying to drink all my juices up and not save none for later. It felt like sweet torture as he moaned with his face smashed all in my pussy. I watched his dick jerk and move on its own and knew he was about to nut from just the taste of me.

Finding my strength, I covered his thick dick with my lips and suctioned him soft then hard as I deep throated as much of him that I could. Cupping his balls, I focused on the tip while I stroked him with one hand and sucked the tip of his dick with my tongue sticking out. I couldn't wait to taste Beast. His nut always tasted sweet. You can always tell when a man is taking care of himself by the way his nut tastes. It never had a foul taste or smell, and I took pleasure in sucking his dick. His hot nut spilled onto my tongue while he had his index finger along with his middle finger deep inside me, motioning in a come here motion.

Latching onto my clit, I squirted out everywhere, and I know Beast was satisfied that almost every drop landed right into his face. I was spent, but I needed more. It was time for him to fill me up. On shaky legs, I climbed off of his face with aftershocks making me twitch. Hearing his cocky chuckle made me roll my eyes as I wiped the corners of my mouth from the cum he shot out in my mouth. I laid back on the bed shamelessly and opened my thick thighs wide. Playing in my wet pussy, I watched him sit up and climb between my legs as he looked down intently, enjoying the view of my sopping wet center.

Moving my hand with his huge tool, he slid his dick up and down my slit before entering me slowly. Making sure he filled every crevice of me. He felt so good entering me; my back arched off the bed. Pulling him down, I started kissing his shoulder blades as I caressed his back. Making my pussy talk that talk to him, I begin to rotate my hips and fuck him back.

“That’s right, Juicy. Work that fat pussy all on my dick.” His breathing was heavy as he moved in and out of me at a steady pace.

I switched the position and got on top, and handled my business. I became possessed when Beast was inside of me. It felt good to be in control and work the dick how I saw fit. After a couple of minutes of me being in control, he took back over and rocked my world. He was the only man I could say knew my body and every pressure point on me that sent me over the cliff.

Beast fucked every hole on my body literally. He licked and blew on all my intimate parts. I couldn’t even believe how long we were fucking until I rolled over and laid on his chest. He rubbed my back, and my hand rested on his dick. I needed to catch my breath because Beast was a clean-ass nigga. Although he licked my ass to my front, we still were gon’ get our asses up to change the sheets and shower before we rested. I was on a sex high, and I felt so good laying here in his arms, feeling safe and secure. I didn’t even know I dosed off and was grateful of Beast not bothering me to get up to shower just yet. When I did wake up, it was him tapping me on the ass, and that crooked smile was contagious. Every time he laid eyes on me and gave that smile, I became weak and gave it right back to him.

“You already know what time it is.” He kissed me on the shoulder and helped me get out of bed. My legs felt numb, and my pussy was super sore. I would be walking funny tomorrow, so I was making him go in at Leandra’s house to get the kids. I stepped into the bathroom and looked at myself in the mirror. I took a long look and smiled at my reflection. I was happy and content with my life and where I was headed. Each day, I started to see my beauty. My scars, the tattoos on my chest down to my arms, explained a story that only me and my loved ones knew.

Fighting depression and trying your hardest to find who you are as a person is not an easy task. When you master it, things start to make more sense. I said a silent prayer asking God to continue to help me, to keep giving me strength, and thanking him for keeping me safe, allowing myself and my loved ones to wake up each day. I created a tighter relationship with God first, and it helped me during my pregnancy to create a relationship with myself.

I knew deep down, if I remained a conflicted person and bitter about my scars and the things that took place in my life, I would never be able to be a good mother or have a healthy relationship with Beast. I prayed for him, too; I knew he needed it. I wanted him to find peace in himself too. Smiling at myself one last time, I stepped into the shower, adjusted the temperature to my liking, and started to hum one of Sade’s songs. I soaped up my washcloth and started to lather my body up when I noticed something that damn near cost my heart to stop.

My washcloth got stuck to a big ass pear-shaped diamond ring that damn near blinded me. Tears welled up in my eyes as I stood in that shower letting the water hit my body. I didn’t care that I still had soap all over. I desperately needed to make my way to Beast and see his face.

Opening up the bathroom door, Beast had a towel wrapped around his waist as he was down on one knee. I stopped right at the bathroom door as all my thoughts were on mute. A soft sob left my throat, and I couldn’t stop the tears for the life of me.

Seeing Beast in such a vulnerable state had me holding my breath until he softly said, “Breathe, baby.”