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I ended the transmission. Taylor was still watching me. Through the bond: determination and love, and a razor-sharp intelligence that was assembling everything she'd heard into a complete picture.

"You just outmaneuvered your own government," she said.

"I presented a valid strategic argument."

"You built a case for why bonding with me is the only rational choice, which also happens to be the thing you want most in the universe, and you presented it to your handler in tactical terms he couldn't argue with."

"Is that... a problem?"

She stared at me. Then a smile: slow and real, the kind that reached her eyes and made the bond sing.

"It's the first time you've been honest about what you want and figured out how to get it at the same time. It's the opposite of a problem."

She pushed off the wall. Walked toward me. Close. Her hand found my chest, flat over the sternum marking that ran above my heart. My markings answered her touch in a bright pulse.

"Ask me," she said.

"Taylor, you don't have to⁠—"

"I'm not doing it because I have to. I'm doing it because a Saurok tried to drag me out of a cantina twenty minutes ago and the only thing I could think was 'I am not dying without telling him.' So ask me. Right now. In this ugly corridor next to a communications relay while your friend is on the other end rolling his eyes."

"I already disconnected⁠—"

"Kel. Ask me."

I looked at her. This small and fierce, extraordinary human woman who had stabbed a slaver with the little folding tool she called her camping gear and walked through an alien jungle naming predators and found a twelve-thousand-year-old hidden river crossing by reading a dead civilization's road markers. Who could feel my emotions and had chosen to stay. Who had every reason to be afraid and was standing in front of me with her hand on my heart, asking me to ask.

I had rehearsed dozens of ways to say this, turning the words over until they lost all meaning. None of them were adequate. None of them captured the scope of what she meant to me — not the resonance, not the biological imperative, not the political necessity, but HER. Taylor. The way she laughed. The way she fought. The way she looked at ruins with tears in her eyes and made everything around her more alive by the force of her attention.

So I abandoned the prepared speeches and said the truest thing I knew.

"Taylor Jennings. You are the most remarkable being I have encountered in any system I have traveled. You are brave beyond logic, curious beyond reason, and you talk more than any species in the galactic registry." I paused. The next part was the hardest, because my language had a word for it and hers did not. "In Valorian, we say kel'thara — 'the one whose absence would make the universe structurally unsound.' Your language has no exact equivalent. The closest is 'love' but that word is too small. It does not account for the biological certainty or the architectural necessity." I gave up on translation. "My markings will glow for you until the day I cease to exist. Will you accept my resonance bond?"

"Is there a ring?"

Despite everything, the attack, the politics, the fear, I almost smiled. "A what?"

"Never mind. Earth thing." She grinned. And warmth so certain and complete that my vision blurred. "Yes."

I kissed her. In the corridor. By the relay. Every line of light in my skin answered with a force I felt in every cell, every bioluminescent pathway. The bond between us, already deep, already irreversible, settled into something permanent and immovable. Like continental bedrock. Like gravity. Like a law of physics that had always existed and we were just now discovering.

Zhara, from somewhere behind us: "Finally. I've been waiting for this since I found you two in the jungle pretending you weren't already bonded."

The Chelani operator, still parked in the corridor where Zhara had put her, raised her voice. "Is the shooting done? And did you two just get married?"

For several breaths, none of us moved. The corridor smelled of smoke, scorched circuitry, and the metallic tang of alien blood drifting in from the cantina. Taylor's hand trembled against my armor now that the immediate danger had passed. Through the bond, the adrenaline crash rolled through her in hard waves: exhaustion, fear, fierce relief, and underneath all of it the knowledge that another team could have ended everything before we said the words that mattered.

I pulled back. Taylor's eyes were bright — with tears, with laughter, with the bright, shaking joy of someone who has just made the most terrifying and most certain decision of their life.

"I need to make the formal declaration," I said. "Witnesses. Public. The words have to be spoken in a specific form."

"How specific?"

"There is a traditional Valorian phrase. And then I register the bond verbally. Any sentient witnesses make it binding."

"Wait." She put her hand on my chest. Over the bond marking. "You told me, back on the plateau, that this costs you your career. Your commission. Eight years."

"Yes."