Page 10 of Tame Me

“Why?” I sniffle and sit back to look at him. “I never intended to let you finish.”

“I know,” he says, cupping my cheek. “I never intended to either.”

“Why?”

“Because I wanted to find where that line was for you,” he tells me.

“The last person to come in me was the professor,” I say. “I knew I planned to see if you’d stop, but then I was about to… and I thought maybe you would… I’m sorry.”

“Are you sorry because you think you’ve done something wrong?”

“Kinda,” I admit. “But I just feel bad that you wanted to come.”

“Considering you swallowed my come, Ayla, I think I will be perfectly fine if I don’t come for a second time,” Thane says with a smile.

“How many people have you trained?” I ask.

“Formally in this setting?” he asks, and I nod. “None.”

“That’s comforting,” I say with a frown.

“Ayla, my name is Thane Meridian. I own this facility. Reid knows where I do the best, and he feels that we would make a good team,” he says.

“Oh shit,” I say. “Well, that actually is comforting. Why don’t you train, though?”

“I usually am just in charge and help where I am needed,” he tells me. “But I have a thing for cute little brats.”

“I’m afraid I will get used to you and then feel abandoned when the six weeks are over,” I admit.

“As long as we don’t hate each other at the end of this, I will be more than happy to keep working with you outside of here. It’s not unheard of for that dynamic to continue after the program,” he says. “For now, we just focus on goals.

“Which are?”

“Coping skills, including preventative measures, daily living, and anger management, are the most important,” he says. “So you need to be able to identify when you are triggered before you spiral. Being able to identify it before it gets out of control is the first step. You seem to be progressing nicely with that. I’ve caught you a few times identifying when you are getting upset.”

“Sometimes I can, just not with anger. It’s like I’ve replaced wanting to kill myself with wanting to knock the fuck out of everybody who pisses me off.”

“So, our first step is to be able to identify when you are getting mad and then just focus on separating yourself rather than reacting. Learning how to walk away is the biggest skill you can master. Once you walk away, that’s when you can truly find a way to cope,” he tells me. “So, understand I’m going to intentionally and repeatedly try to piss you off. I don’t want that to make you feel guilty, because I’m absolutely doing it intentionally.”

“But I’ll still get punished if I hit you,” I laugh.

“You will, but you must learn that people do have self-restraint. Me pissing you off and not reacting to your anger is going to show you far more than you realize.”

“Like when I said the safe word, and you stopped,” I say.

“Exactly. It’s immersive therapy. That doesn’t always work for everyone, but I think you are one of the ones who will manage best by facing everything head-on.”

“What now?” I ask.

“Now, you can mingle and meet the others, or you can relax here,” he says.

“Or…” I say slowly. “You can finish fucking me.”

“How do you suppose we do that without triggering you?”

“Is there a position that doesn’t put me on top, but you don’t have me bent over or under you?” I ask.

Thane smiles at me before turning and laying me on my side. He straddles the leg closest to the bed as he brings the top leg up to hook over his arm. He grips onto my thigh as he slowly fills me with his cock, and my eyes flutter closed as I relax into the bed.